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2008-09-28T19:04:00.003+08:00

In case you do not already know, I have moved. LOL.

2008-08-08T19:53:00.003+08:00

Umm, okay. I think the fun is over. GAH. Nevermind. Before my wordpress is revealed, I have one last game to play :D

The URL is somewhere on this blog la. And if you're smart enough, you should know what to do! :D As in, how to find the URL. Lalala. missoh.wordpress.com

2008-08-03T17:39:00.002+08:00

Well, I guess the time has almost come. I'm left with 2 options, after thinking it through, to either delete this blog and with it, almost a millenium of posts, or transfer to my wordpress archives before deleting.

Alright and in case you do not already know, I have moved. Just in a way, restricting my wordpress. Haha. Not really la. I just think it's cool and mysterious and fun and blah blah to do that. Yes yes, don't forget that childish streak in me! ;) -wink wink-

So, if you want my wordpress URL, come ask for it from me 'cause I doubt you can find it that easily. So fun! That anonymity :D LOL.

2008-07-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

This blog is kinda sad actually. Neglected by me. Derelict. LOL! Slowly "phasing out" la.

Now, to further deepen the shit hole this blog is in, the pict has been removed! Haha eh but it looks kinda nice though ;) It's okay! Cool leh. Yea sinking in shit.

2008-06-25T11:51:00.002+08:00

Hi Earth and civilisation! I'm back! Okay actually not really. I have always been here, there, everywhere... LOL

Revi..revive..revival! LOL. The blog la duh! Been busy attending to my wordpress. Thought I'd just pop by here. Yea. Exams finishing tmr! WHEE!

Econs econs! And one week+ of holidays. Nyeheh.

2008-06-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hi all! I'm back from spec course! Shan't go into detail here, gonna do that on my wordpress la. :D

Back to studying :(. Mid years are up in about 1 week's time. Oh well. Ahh crap. I'm totally not prepared for the MYEs at all. AT ALL!

2008-06-01T13:45:00.003+08:00

The band people left for Osaka last night! Just rmb to bring back a lot lot lot lot lot of presents for me can alr :D!

No one to viwawa with me alr. LOL. Anw, check this out!

www.fcuksingapore.blogspot.com

Talk abt immaturity and childishness. This person here redefines these 2 words!

Aiya. Can't be bothered, right. Anw I have a new blog! Ask me for the link if u want :D

2008-05-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

Okay I was kinda random today. Just walked around and decided to buy a new wallet. Quite an impromptu decision. Haha. Okay, decided to make full use of the GSS lor. Whee!

Been rather busy recently, what with the spec course looming and all.

Okay nothing much!

2008-05-26T18:45:00.002+08:00

Yingchen's house was fun! :D Basically we just went there and had dinner a la teppanyaki. Then lots of bitching and we played asshole taitee from 1+ 2+ till 5am before all KO-ed.

Oh and at 12am we celebrated Royston's birthday. Haha. Happy birthday! (I doubt he will see this anw) Then we made him blow out the candles one by one! The cake was so chocolatey, we all had imba sugar levels! And difficulty finishing even a slice of it. Haha.

At 7+, we all dragged ourselves to school. Heng my physics lect starts at 10! Not like those chem ppl, at 8. LOL! And they suay shits, got lecture test leh. Jiayou ppl!

After physics lect, I came home and just KO-ed on my bed. Sprawled out maybe. So I slept about 6 hours. -stifle a yawn-

Oh yea. I dreamt that I got 0 for my GP MYEs. EEEEK! FREAK OUT!

2008-05-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

ARGH. I'm fried la. Totally screwed up my GP. :( I really am very sad leh. No more 30. Sekali not even 15. BOO! I shouldn't have attempted that question. Aiya. I don't wanna cry over spilt milk la. Oh well. Sighhhhhhhhhhh.

Anw today was supposed to be a fun day! The morning at least. Cycling! With sw, jm and Jason. Ben was sick. LOL. I'm a suay shit leh. Tyre punctured even before we started! NVM. To sw's house! All changed bikes. Haha!

AND OFF TO JALAN KAYU FOR PRATA! One egg+one kosong+one teh tarik=$3.50. And back! Tried to get my puntured tyre settled but to no avail. Had to push it all the way from Lentor to AMK Ave 4(o.0!) before we finally found a bike shop. HOORAY! Was rather late for the meeting with Hariz. Well, that other person was even later. LOL.

Feel so accomplished! Though we got stuck at macs for about 5 hours? LOL. I'm kinda tiredddddd.

TOMORROW! Yingchen's house! :D

2008-05-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

I made an interesting discovery! At least it's interesting to me. Having put more effort into GP this year, I think I have matured a little! I tend to think and delve deeper into the issue instead of just being superficial. Hmm! Maybe that's why I have shown a maturity in thoughts recently :D

Anw, I got 16/25 for my NI essay test. Totally shocked. Very weird. Extremely weird. Hmm. The subject I didn't put much effort into, I did kinda well(2nd in class btw :D) but my Math got crap marks. LOL.

Okay actually I did put effort into my Econs. Spent the entire Sunday trying to digest the information. And I have to thank Sarah and Selena(to a smaller extent though HEH). And if you think my NI rocks, think again. Don't ask me to teach u or something. Cos I know very little abt NI, ironically! Yepp.

Oh yea. Mr Leong asked to see the JC1 repeat students today. To update our particulars and to catch up a little. He was just talking to the group of us and I realised, despite him having been my Math teacher for almost a year, I haven't given him my 100% concentration before. Yea. Felt kinda guilty.

I think that having done well in my Econs and GP, I am more motivated to study harder(especially for my Math and Physics)! Yepp. GOGO FIGHTFIGHT!

Tmr is GP Exam! Ready, get set, GO! My aim is to hit 30 again. I'm saying this publicly on my blog so I cannot run away from my goal!

2008-05-21T19:24:00.003+08:00

Ahh. Have you ever felt like you were so close to success and at that crucial part you just kinda, purposely trip yourself? Yea I don't know but I think I have done this many times.

Ms Gopal seems to be kinda impressed with my GP or something. I don't know. LOL. Hope not. Well, I think I might have raised the bar too high that I fear I can't even touch it now. I'm afraid I will falter at that crucial moment - mid years. Insecurity. Yea guess so.

Success makes one fear the day they fall. How true? For eg, in the pursuit of success, you keep trying harder and harder. When finally you reach the peak, you fear the day u will be kicked off. Oh well. Haha.

And I failed both my Math and Physics tests by half mark each. How wonderfully great! Careless. SUAY. Regarding the "suay" factor, its because of this: the column to fill up for the MCQ answers are on the first page. So, I changed my answers kinda last min and I changed the answer for qn 3 insteaf of 4. Good thing is, qn 3 is still wrong. But, I GOT THE FREAKING ANSWER FOR QN 4. And it ended up in 3. HOW GREAT. BOOHOO. That's for physics.

Now for Math. Rmb how I mentioned my long division I carelessly broke down wrongly? ITS THAT CURSE. BOOHOOOOOO! Seriously, I should be aiming for quality grades now instead of struggling to even pass! Don't know la.

Today the weather was so hot, I felt like I could drown in my own perspiration =/.

Okay, I'm kinda distraught and all. About my tests. I'm kinda afraid of the MYEs too. Don't know how well I will do, or how badly. I WILL STUDY HARD!

2008-05-20T20:25:00.003+08:00

Wow. The finale of Gossip Girl. Just finished it. Blair is like so totally cool, with the way she handled G!

Surprisingly, that weird feeling went away today. Which is good I guess. (: Yea was just kinda upbeat and all! I don't know why, must be something someone said to me last night! Geeee!

And I guess the only thing that can take Spec course off my mind is school. But after school, I called Mr Lee to check up on the NRs. LOL. I KNOW WHY I'M HAPPY! Because the NRs are in. LOL. And I did sth kinda random. While walking home(I cut through bishan park), I was walking against the wind so I kinda opened my mouth and tried to swallow the wind. =/ It's okay! Did a little work before coming home. Not before some misunderstanding caused me to walk a few hundred more steps. Haha.

Well, I think I'm getting more and more boring, droning on about my mundane life.

Just a random discovery, while conscientiously putting in effort to complete my tutorials yesterday, questions which make me frustrated get me kinda restless and I end up going to the toilet even though I'm not gonna respond to nature's call. I guess I'm just escaping to the toilet. Toilet as my sanctuary? Errr, weird.

I wanna get my backpack soon!

Oh and Jaish if you are reading this, I'm really terribly sorry. Meet up another time alright!

Oh yea, another thing. Congrats to Mr Low for getting himself promoted to Mr FLow! (there is a significance as to why the "F" is there) Okay, not me! I'm not so bad lor.

2008-05-19T18:55:00.002+08:00

Time really flies. It is inves tmr already. Just that this time, it's different. I'm not involved. Just feeling a little weird now. Part of me wishes to be part of them, the other part doesn't. Uhh, mixed feeling I guess.

I don't know how many times I have repeated this, but for the n number of times, I'm gonna repeat this point. Though I screwed up my exams, got myself retained in the process, I look upon it as a blessing in disguise.

I saw how evil, nasty and mean some people can really get. I experienced thorough failure. I learnt to pick myself up from this nasty fall. I had a new lease of life. I met many new people. I sorted out my thinking. I reconsidered my commitments. I have never been better! (:

Leaving council was the hardest thing to grapple with. But, it's now over. And I'm really grateful for having this new lease of life. How happy I am, enjoying every single moment.

Spec course is my next challenge. I will and I must learn. To trust and believe that they will do their jobs well. To allocate jobs efficiently. To be more firm. Having come thus far, I believe I can!

I know I sound kinda un-jocelyn like in this post. Haha! Everyone has this kinda days, right. And btw, I'm so satisfied with myself. Just finished up my tutorials. They are ready to be handed in tmr!

2008-05-17T20:17:00.005+08:00

Have been rather busy recently! Aiya, don't know la. On thur night, I was churning out my functions tutorial for tutorial the next day. In the end, I only did 3 questions. LOL. And one more qn during AP/GP lect.

BTW, I went swimming yesterday! 30 laps in 44.32. Not bad! Improvement of about 3 min from my 48min! Whee. Then after my 30 laps, I wanted to swim one lap or so of freestyle. Less than 10 kicks later, I KENA CHOU JIN. HEHE. Damn pain la. And my reaction was damn funny leh. LOL.

Had a rather not well planned spec course meeting today. Boo! But it's okay, I'm sure I can do it! :D Aiya I'm feeling the heat! (melting~) Stressed+scary okay!

Went to RGS after that. Hmm their standard quite good, considering they are a new unit, pioneer batch part c only. Haha, well, add more oil then! Dinner at Far East, with Hariz, Louisa, Benedict and Riley. Damn full leh. The fried wanton was -licks lips- delicious!

LOL. I almost missed my bus stop cos I was so preoccupied with spec course. Aiya, stress stress!

2008-05-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

THE PRE-SEASON FINALE(second last ep rather) IS SO COOL AND ALL, IT GOT ME SO HYPED UP, I'M SO HYPER NOW! OMGGGG. SO LOOKING FORWARD TO GOSSIP GIRL FINALE CAN.

Haha, seriously, I'm damn high now. It's seriously damn cool. GO CHECK IT OUT YOU!

Did I mention? I tore one of my FBTs yesterday, during training. :D I know I'm pro.

And I decided to give swimming a miss today, instead, choosing to do my tutorial. How great! Okay la, not bad. Quite productive! :D

Remember what Fazel said to yuqing last October? (Try refreshing your memory through my archive?) "Yuqing, you have to understand, the world in unfair." I have found the perfect answer to this! :D She shld have shot her back, "yes I understand. Is that why you are fat?"

I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO SEE HER REACTION LA. OMG COOLIO!

Oh yea and I took my Math make up test today. ABCDEFG CAN. I made this dumb mistake, which is seriously damn dumb. I found the answer of my long equation(to find oblique asymptote) kinda weird, and thought it rather weird that the quotient can become just another "x" term in the answer. And that I took the (quotient)+(remainder/answer). Well, if u get what I mean. RAWR CAN. I think Ms Teo would laugh her ass off when she see that. RAWR LA.

I guess, I'm seriously too high(that explains all the caps). Imba leh. LOL.

GOGO FIGHT FIGHT!(Gee I hope I look alright) Uh, the bimbo cheer! Part of it rather :D

2008-05-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

Boo samalia! I burnt my weekend studying for econs. Boo! The econs test was quite alright la, not as bad as I expected. And its such a waste that my phy is a goner too! SIGHHHHH. The paper quite straightforward!

Training rocksxsxsxsxsxs! Okay la, it was quite fun today! And I scored a goal. Fantastic! LOL. I believe that's my first goal or something like that. Yea whatever la. I'm rather tired now.

Shall go sleep, considering how sleep-deprived I am. Uh, just tired la. HAHA. Okay, if tomorrow no muscle ache, I SHALL GO SWIM! My goal is 30 laps in 45min. The other time I went, I finished in 48min. So yepp. Cut by 3! CAN ONE LA! :D

2008-05-10T16:54:00.003+08:00

Spec course posting was sent last night!

I don't know if it's the weather or what, many people haven't been in the best of moods. I ain't affected! Or at least I think so. Well, I bet after my 3 tests, I will be. LOL.

To THAT PERSON, you can start moping, whining, kicking up a big fuss etc, but if you wanna mope, I'd rather you go mop the floor or something. Really. Much more useful.

And please, it's because I treat you as a friend that I even bother talking to you. Who said not to mix personal matters with work? I'm terribly sorry but this is work. Just because you are my friend, I am expected to put you in a favourable position? Then that's very unfair to the others, right? I don't wanna bring in personal matters into work, thank you very much. And I hope you will do the same.

Please, grow up a little. I know I'm not the most mature 17 or 18 year old around, but to have someone the same age as me, behaving like a 3 year old kid is seriously weird. Put aside your differences. YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO. If you don't, then I think I can liken you to a vacuum cleaner; you suck.

You're gonne suffer terribly in future if you don't change this lovely attitude of yours. YOU ARE MY FRIEND, THAT'S WHY I EVEN BOTHER TO WRITE ALL THESE.

I'm back to cramping those stupid ADAS+NY things into my head =/

2008-05-09T17:20:00.003+08:00

I don't know if I should say I'm enjoying this "extended weekend" due to my 2 days of MC which happens to be for yesterday and today. Uhh, don't know la! So I missed Math test yesterday and Econs test today. Heard Math test was kinda hard. Oh well. And that econs test was kinda easy.

The result of pushing all my tests back is that, I face the possibility of taking 3 tests in one day. HORROR HORROR! No la. Econs test on monday morning, Physics test during Physics lect and hopefully, I can do my Math test on tuesday. OMG. Sounds damn scary =/

I spent the entire day playing pokemon and puzzle fighter. -SHOCKED- I think, to feel less guilty, I SHOULD GO AND AT LEAST TOUCH MY ECONS TEXT OR SOMETHING. MAYBE GO HUG IT FOR ONE WHOLE HOUR. Aiya. The stupid AD/AS don't wanna get into my head :( Then if that's the case, I can't start on National Income(NY) la. RAWR.

Actually, I think I am well enough to go school today. BUT, I got zero knowledge of NY, how to take test? So I pretended to be really sick in the morning and my mum sent me back to bed. =/ I'm not a liar! As if. LOL.

Aiya. GOGO FIGHTFIGHT! (Heh, be glad that I didn't continue my cheer.)

2008-05-08T10:00:00.005+08:00

Okay, I'm sick again. How great! Suay rather. Like, this time its diarrhoea+fever. I can't rmb what the doc told me, but I think it's some viral infection or sth. At first I suspected it was stomach flu. Bleagh la :(

AND THE BEST THING IS! The diarrhoea medicine is DAMN DISGUSTING. Its this pink suspension, so u can imagine its rather viscuous. It smelt okay but after I put the first 5ml into my mouth(the required dosage is two 5mls), I felt like puking! Eww. So after the second 5ml went into my mouth, I chionged to the fridge to get a sweet. I think this is the worst medicine I've ever taken lor. :(

And I missed Math test today. Sigh. Might miss econs test tmr also. Double sigh. Okay, I didn't really study much for Math but its just partial fractions, binomial, inequalities and the first part of graphing. How difficult can it get! Yea but what worries me is econs. I'll miss one tutorial today. And I know next to nothing about National Income. Oh well!

I think the toilet has become my best friend. So has the toilet paper.

2008-05-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

My GP essay I got back today totally made my day! :D Highest ever in Jocelyn's GP history! And I topped the class(okay, this isn't the first time I top class for GP but, it's just different!). Oops. I think I sound kinda ego and arrogant. But anw, I think I would never have achieved this under TKS, or maybe, its just her attitude that puts me off GP.

Subway! And I bought 3 new pairs of socks. All stripy! Don't ask me why, cos I don't know! Haha shit. Damn high. And the fact that I got my bulbasaur(finally) today further made my day! :D:D:D! Woah so happy!

Swimming tmr! Okay, it's kinda dangerous to be high =/

2008-05-03T16:59:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, went for dinner with Alvin, shiuan and joo! Okay, it's been a long time since we went out. Din Tai Fung, Haagen Dazs. Haha. Yesterday's history tutorial was great too! :D But anw, I looked at the wrong timetable and brought the heavy econs "textbook" to sch. ._.!

Alright. Went macs today for meeting with Jiahui and Shams. About Spec Course. YES, I AM THE SPEC COURSE OIC, MR GOH YONG XIANG CLEMENT EMMANUEL. Settled posts and stuffs. Yay! I foresee a great SC! And the posts, they will be revealed soon, not now. Haha.

LEE YINGCHEN is a bug bully! Hmpf! She always bullies me. TSK TSK TSK. So naughty. See, I got proof! :D

I'm going off to Rock tunnel already! :D Just finished off LT Surge. (That's pokemon btw.)

2008-05-01T19:30:00.003+08:00

Match against SRJC ytd went pretty well! Except for that about 20min of madness. Where they scored 5 or 6 goals. ._. So the final score was duno 8-1 or 9-1. It was at Jalan Besar stadium btw. Hey! It's not the end result, but the process that counts. Right! We were happy, that's what mattered!

Dinner after that. We took 133, and took about 45min to reach AMK. HAHAHA. Ate at KFC and great bonding! :D Went Fairprice xtra after that. Walk walk. Home! Doreen and I wanted to walk home, in the end we walked one bus stop only. Haha.

Today is my grandma's birthday! Went to eat, for 2 whole hours. Pro pro! I was playing pokemon on my phone! :D Full batt to low batt! And it's annoying me that I can't find my guidebook! I made lots of notes in it when I was still an avid pokemon trainer. HAHAHA.

I came home and played the whole afternoon also. TSK TSK TSK.

2008-04-29T19:14:00.004+08:00

I was so looking forward to the St Nic's trip today! :D!

Paul Tan was lecturing for GP. OMG. His hand... Okay, nevermind. HAHA! We're faster than last year for H1 History! Because, Sequeira used back the same set of notes la. There is the date there. I used back last year's notes, the date is 28May. The "new" set of notes is 29Apr. COOL! Math lecture was... a little boring. Functions. I kinda dozed off for a while! =/

Then finally, to St Nic's! With Yingchen and Junyi. So cool! :D The canteen seriously rocks lor. The food I mean. HAHAHA. Got sell ice-cream, ice jelly, ice tea, ORANGE BOWL! And many other nice food. GAWD. Drooling already! :D

My 50cents orange bowl! Damn cute okay(just like me)! It's for the pri sch kids. HEHE.

Compare compare! That's the 80cents one I think!

NICE! Had taupok, more ice tea, honey chicken... Alright! Tau huey after that! Outside la. -rubs hands(stomach) in glee-

I decided not to go Ben and Jerry's for the free scoop. Opportunity cost! But it was definitely worthwhile!

RAWR RAWR! Tomorrow is phy SPA.
AND match against SRJC. NY FTW(Nanyang for the win)!

2008-04-28T22:07:00.006+08:00

It has been a rather interesting day of sorts today :D!

During physics tutorial today,
Mr Low: Darryl! Can you tell me what is the difference between elastic and inelastic collisions?
Darryl: elastic collisions have constant electric charge.

LMAO. The whole class errupted la. Then during econs tutorial,
Mrs Roy: Who is that whistling in class? Is it you, Darryl?
Darryl: HAR NO LA. Not me!
Mrs Roy: Oh okay, I thought it was you because you are the most likely person to do that.

HAHAHA. Ok, shan't be so bad.

Then during match, two classic moments.
1. Glenda was kinda shoved, she said "WALAU EH!" damn loudly, she swung up her hand and she looked so fierce. LOL.
2. Mad went in for the high ball, forehead ended up knocking into one of the opponent's. SHE HAD A HUGE LUMP ON HER FOREHEAD!

So scary. LOL. My bottle got the grass smell!
Awesome! I sms-ed someone today! And got a reply! Okay, make that many replies! :D

2008-04-26T17:42:00.002+08:00

I finally went for training today! And how timely! My nose is 90% cleared up already! :D Which means, I can go swimming tmr too! YAY!

Macs after training. There was this group of ____(insert a secondary school in serangoon which starts with an "s") students, who after finishing their food, refused to budge from the seats. And we almost called the manager over. HAHA! They had the cheek to whip out their PSPs and started playing. ._. So their skin wasn't that thick after all, finally got up!

We talk cock quite a while and came home! I have been playing sims since I came home :D:D. So fun! I'm damn bored la. Lol.

2008-04-24T16:30:00.002+08:00

I feel damn sai when I think about that. Oh well. Let's not harp on these demoralising and sad things.

Phy SPA mock test today was okay. Finished it quite fast and I even had about 20min for a quick meal :D. Not bad. Hopefully all goes well nxt week!

I went for the NIE talk today. Not bad! Seriously considering that as a viable option now. But shan't limit my options at this point of time. Should have gone for the NTU's school of social sciences talk the other time too.

Darryl always kena suan. Tsk tsk. Mr Low and Mrs Roy like to suan him. LOL. And I'm beginning to think Mrs Roy isn't that bad actually. She's quite hillarious actually :D

Oh yea. My younger brother kena HFM. I have been getting rather paranoid because I'm afraid I will contract that too. With the looming SPA in mind duh.

And I feel kinda bad. I've been rather selfish these past few days, shunning away from him. And making a big fuss out of nth. Like, since he kena, he has always sat on the left side of the car. This morning, I screamed at him for going in through the right side. LOL. And I kinda limited him to sitting on one side of the sofa. And the list goes on, it's not exhaustive. HAHA. Oops.

I think my nose is finally showing signs of recovery. FINALLY. After nearing 2 weeks already.

2008-04-23T17:06:00.003+08:00

Some things, when mishandled, can result in a mess up. And maybe soured relationships. SOPs are not called SOPs if they aren't followed, right. Well, I'm just a little unhappy at things turning out this way. It could have been better. Much better. Oh well.

And I feel like such a failure. ___ ran into some problems and is pretty down yet all I could offer her was a few crappy lines and that's it. And it took me more than 24 hours to find out about it. How great.

I hate the feeling of being neither here nor there. And I very much doubt my ability to think now. Think rationally rather. I think I fluffed up this thing, and here I am, blaming some other people for messing up another thing. Maybe I should just reflect on myself instead of playing the blaming game.

It's just one of those days when I feel down. Oh well.

I left my hp at home and I had to make my father turn back to get it. Great.

On a slightly happier note, Gossip Girl is back! Season 2. Spent my last 40 min watching the latest episode. But still, my mind is in a whirl. Somehow, I blame myself for landing up in this shit. :(

I'll just go and wallow in self despair in a corner of the room or something.

2008-04-22T16:23:00.004+08:00

I came home rather early today, like I reached home before 3? And that's because I took my own sweet time, went to buy snacks and magazines and walked home from the MRT station. Otherwise, it would have been before 2. The rest had band, PW meeting etc. With the dynamics tutorial(which I did not manage to even touch on Sunday) weighing heavily on my mind, I decided to make my way home. HAHA.

Today during GP, Ms Gopal brought in this article abt the joys of solitude. LOL. She differentiated among lonely, alone and solitude. By coming home so early, it's loneliness and not solitude la. Unless I choose to meditate or sth. LOL.

It rained rather heavily this morning. So I had the privilege of having my Dad drive me to school :D I was in the car and just watching the cars go by, enjoying that moment of solitude(HAHA). Y'know, I found it damn cool that the vehicles on the road can zoom past and cause water to be splashed up! :D

Yea on the way home, I was so engrossed in my 8-days that I didn't realise Mr Kenneth approaching. He used his umbrella and swung it in front of me. I thought I'd have tripped or something. Haha. Said he was on his way to meet his client. Talked a while and went off.

Okay anyway. History test was _____(seriously, I don't know how to describe the test). Well that's because, Mr Sequeira wanted us to focus more on the content part than the analysis part. And uh, I just regurgitated everything, piak wholesale on the foolscap and filled up the lines.

The question was "To what extent did mistrust and misunderstanding result in the cold war?" I just plonked everything down, like USA's aggressive foreign policies: Truman Doctrine and Marshall Plan, nuclear diplomacy, USSR's expansion policy, the Berlin blockade and the differences in ideology. Then I ended each paragraph with "this led to mistrust and misunderstanding", something along that line.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Like WTH. Seriously, if this were the real essay, meaning I needa analyse, I'd definitely fail terribly. And if i don't score well due to lack of content(which I strongly doubt so), I'm gonna fight for my marks! Like, "but Mr Sequeira, you said to focus more on the content! And I did give a bit of analysis!" that kinda thing la.

BTW, I finally decided not to go ytd afternoon. Actually, if I had gone, I doubt I would have got any posts la. HAHAHA. Like, I'm super rusty with my sword drill? I didn't say "zero-knowledge" here because I went for 3ADC as an instructor and had refreshed my memory a little.

My nose isn't showing signs of recovering. RAWR.

2008-04-21T22:28:00.006+08:00

Haha Louisa, don't say I never post your pic okay. Since you want your face to appear here, here you go! :D

And the shu nu ones! :D!

Anw, I can't believe this but, I've been sick for ONE whole week? Like WTHZOMGABCDEFG. I haven't gone for any training since one week ago? And I missed the HCI match. RAWR.

Today, we did the unthinkable; we played badminton in band room! :D So cool la! Uhh anyway, I seriously can't stand my nose. Can't even sit or squat it. RAWR. But it ran away la.

I didn't go training agn la. :(. So I act smart uh. Went for a short jog. Of about 1.8km. Took me about 10min. I stopped because my nose got worse. HAHAHA. Like WTH can. Worse than some spoilt tap.

I DON'T CARE ALREADY! MY NOSE IS DAMN IRRITATING!

I think I'm the source of the recent spate of flu virus going around ppl around me. HAHA. Like uhh, Manprit looked kinda sick today. And, my younger bro is on MC today and tomorrow. Due to fever. =/. Sekali Louisa also kena from me. LOL!

I'm gonna ace history test tmr! :D

2008-04-20T11:49:00.004+08:00

So sian! I wanna go swimming. But my nose still runny, and thick phlegm in my throat(and nose). Bleagh.

I spent one hour trying to figure out how to get those dumb things into my GC. Okay, one hour later I finally updated the OS and got those few applications in. Sian. Okay, that's one thing off my checklist, which comprises of...

~~-Update GC~~
-Finish first part of Dynamics tutorial
-Finish Math tutorial 4a, basic graphing
-Finish Econs essay

LOL. I doubt I can finish them all by today. Oh well, shall start with Econs essay :D

Anyway, AGM at hq ytd. Bleagh. I'm so tempted to go IACE. But what kinda crap timing is that lah. Like Jul/Aug. AMKSS Air has a history of going to Canada. Haha! I wanna go Canada! Sounds damn fun. BUT, I won't jeopardise my promo results la. Zzz. So, no IACE for me :(.

Oh yea. And UGC Ceremony was on Fri. Haha. Erm. Nothing much to say about it. Except that it was great!

Sigh. I missed that last opportunity to take a pic with my part in uniform on ROD. Oh well. Aiya, Jin Zhi not in the pic. Otherwise it would've been me and top 5. :D

We were all supposed to sit shu nu manner lor. LOL.

Aiya. I go nap already. Can't stand my nose. Think it can't wait to run away from my face.

2008-04-17T17:22:00.004+08:00

Heh. I woke up at 7.20am and imagined those people going to school! :D Don't ask me why I woke up so early, I just woke up. So I had a nice breakfast at a leisurely pace and read newspaper! Just like an ah ma! Yea well...

I came online and played viwawa for a while. Did a little of my mountain of tutorials and back to viwawa! Then lunch and then I started playing Sims on my hp for a few hours and I didn't realise la! Gosh. So addictive!

Okay, econs essays due tmr. Im about half done cause part a is done and part b isn't! Lol. Math tutorials should be done too! Cause there is Math tutorial tomorrow. And Ms Teo likes to arrow ppl to go up to the board to present. =/ Well, not that I can't do on the spot! :D Okay, I don't wanna zhuai so much!

Fever is gone! Sore throat isn't. The doc didn't prescribe any lozenges for me. So I'm surviving on Strepsils. And the pills for runny/blocked nose might be drowsy but so far, I haven't gone to sleep the whole morning/afternoon after 2 pills, one morning and one afternoon! :D I don't know what this means. Could it be that my body mass too big? HAHAHA. Naw. The probability of this is 0.00000000000000001% lor. Bleagh! :p

Oh and btw, I don't like all these politics :(. It's not doing anyone any good. And as I have mentioned before, I shall reiterate again. When we start to dislike a person, it might easily evolve to hate. Because we tend to only look at the person's bad points. Why don't we try looking at his/her good points? Yea well... I have to admit I'm guilty la.

Okay, I'm going back to chionging econs essay for Mrs Roy. HAHA.

2008-04-16T18:48:00.002+08:00

OMG. I woke up running a fever. But I don't wanna do make up prac all by myself so I made myself go to sch -.-". In the end James also nv go. Zzz. Furthermore, I thought today is the last prac already, as in revision before SPA la. RAWR. Took 58 and it was so cold, I was almost freezing and dying inside already LA.

Luckily today's prac quite easy. No sweat, literally! Cos last week's prac we were made to sweat it out, due to the oscillations and we had to off the fans. Anw, I left school at around 10.40am. Waited about half an hour for my turn? Wapiang eh. Even though when I went in, it was no25 and I was no29. RAWR! I felt so nua la.

Came home, ate bread cos i got no appetite. I got a 2 days MC btw! Then I ate my pills :S. 5 pills and a 6hours nap later, I feel so much better! Nose not so runny, body not so nua and doesn't ache that much :D But I feel groggy la. 6 hours nap!

My throat still pain. I think I'm still running a slight fever! Might not go school tmr. Must fully utilise all resources! Tmr is the longest day! I end at 3. -.-" Okay, I'm going to hunt for something to eat already!

2008-04-15T15:54:00.005+08:00

I'm sick again la. Zzz. Fever on Sunday, then it subsided on Monday morning. Then it came back. Now, I have a nose which runs like a tap and a throat with a lump so big. Tissue paper is my new best friend :D And I have a red nose due to prolonged periods in contact with tissue paper that I look like ______. (I don't know. Rudolf?)

RAWR. The lump at the back of my throat is so irritating LA. And my nose can't stop leaking. I need a plumber. HOW. I think I should go nap. And when I wake up, everything will be better! :D

I have a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuge pimple! :(

2008-04-12T18:23:00.003+08:00

Woah woah woah! I think I'm too high now. Just back from a run. About 9 bus stops? Haha.

Okay, anyway. I got a B grade for my PW. Not bad already. Wasn't even expecting a C. But then again, 2 ppl in my group got A. Sian. It's not that they don't deserve it. But if they get A, I think I deserve an A also. Oh well. But after thinking it through, I realised/recall that I anyhow did my EoM and I&R. HAHAHA. That explains it la. I'm happy enough already though! A B grade is well above my expectations! :D

Last night, went for 55th C/OFFR course POP. The parade damn small. Lol! Debbie gave me 2 stickers! :D One fluffy elephant sticker and one panda pop up sticker. LOL. I stuck the fluffy elephant one on my phone and she forcefully stuck the panda one on my watch. -.-"

So, I had a watch but couldn't read the time from it. HAHA. It went on for one whole day till I went for the run just now and decided to remove it.

The unit had their ROD today. To the ex-NCOs, it's time to concentrate 100% on your studies. To the new NCOs, start working hard for the unit! So, my part finally stepped down. It's been almost 2 years since I stepped down. I still remember, I felt damn safe to leave my cadets in Louisa's hands. Yea, I wasn't wrong about that. Haha.

Yay! Satisfaction! :D

2008-04-10T18:32:00.005+08:00

Training yesterday wasn't that bad. I got home and started snacking like crazy. Zzz. This never fails to happen after training everytime. RAWR. At this rate, I would have put on at least 5kg the next time I take my height and weight. From last year till now, I have only put on 600g :D. Although I haven't grown any much taller...

Yea anw, I came up with this damn legend joke. Of course la, it came from me! :D applied my physics okay. How cool. It's about a certain anomalous point which will almost certainly appear everytime, be it morning assembly, during tutorials or afternoon assembly. HAHA. I swear it can't be explained ;D And seriously, it's DAMN funny that we couldn't stop laughing about it during econs tutorial.

Oh and by the way, I got back my first test. Physics test. Passed. Lost 5 marks due to carelessness. Sigh. Could have gotten 19/30 instead of a measly 14. Nevermind, good try though! :D Highest in class was 24/30. Hmm. LOL.

I've learnt a new expression! It's "BUI!" with the wtf hand sign. HAHAHA.

SIGH. I think after completing my NAPFA, I lost all motivation for running. Or maybe, I'm just sick of it. Totally different mindset lor. Like, "HUH WHY RUN"(that's what's going on in my brain) Aiya but have to la. It's not like I can run a marathon or that I can finish my 2.4km run within 10min. Haha.

This morning, I was kinda almost late. I waited for the BUSES(53, 58 and 156) for nearing 30min. So I was late. We managed to fight for our cause and thus, it won't be in the record. Phew. I have to admit, I was kinda excited at the prospect of being late for the first time since I don't know when :D Like, in sec sch, I have a ZERO latecoming record? Heh heh!

I'm starting to lag in my tutorials again la. Zzz. I binged so much today lor. :( Need to start to jian fei soon!

2008-04-08T18:23:00.002+08:00

PE was great! I didn't have to do anything because I finish NAPFA already. :D So basically I just stared at the others, and cheered them also! See, I'm so nice!

During CT period, I was kinda bored 'cause the nominees were giving their intro speech. GAWD. Took so long. But I paid full attention to ppl like Yingchen, RJ etc. See, I'm nice okay! And so, I did this...

So cute right? Sarah brought it to school today. Haha! After school, Pepper lunch! 8 ppl went. I had to leave for dental. LOL. Dental after pepper lunch. Wow!

I can't seem to get into Viwawa! Hmpf. NVM. Will try again later!

2008-04-07T13:38:00.003+08:00

Today is another happy day :D

For the first time in history, Jocelyn finished 2.4km run below 15min. HAHA. Please, to me, it's sth damn big okay. Let me go on and on about it la! Timing is 14.45 to 14.55 cos my recorder can't remember the timing also =/

First round 1.50 okay. I heard alr I was like shit, too fast, so i slowed down. LOL. Then went on quite okay. Yea. I think towards the 4th and 5th round I felt like dying already lor. Like, I wanted to stop la! Okay, good that I didn't. Oh and btw, I was aiming for 15.50. :D The last 100m, I heard the timing was early 14+. So I decided to chiong AND I MANAGED TO FINISH UNDER 15MIN. :DDDDDD Couldn't stop smiling to myself! Okay, biggest achievement :DDDDD!

School ended at 11. Zzz. Played bridge a while, subway! Okay, I think the lunch was too heavy, I wanna sleep already. LOL.

2008-04-05T20:47:00.003+08:00

It's been one long week! Exhausted la. Like, I ran at least 11 to 12km this week? Muscles ache and everything. Rawr! Okay, I shall break it down. Monday, for training, 6rounds warm up, jog-sprint and 2 rounds cool down, slow jog. Wed, PE, 4 rounds. Training, 7rounds warm up, jog-sprint and 3 rounds cool down, slow jog. Thur, did PT, stairs! RAWR. 8 rounds. Go up the stairs, run one round, go up agn, then come down, bla bla. 12km is a conservative estimate LOR.

NVM, I'm happy today :D! Firstly, I completed my NAPFA 5 items already. ACAAA. Not bad la. Left 2.4km run. C-able(meaning can get at least C). WHEE! Okay, in case you're wondering what the C is, it's my sbj T_T. Well, not bad already ok! I was only aiming for a D. Cos ytd I tried so many times but never got past the D grade. Haha.

NAPFA ended ard 11+. Had to chiong to SIS, then realised I didn't bring beret. Called my Dad to ask him help me bring. I FORGOT ABOUT HAIRNET LA. So, I went around desperately looking for one. Found some cheapo one which isnt cheap at all, ironically. ZZZ. And, I reached SIS at 12.40(when I was supposed to reach by 12.30) so I didn't have lunch. Went hungry lor :(

Okay, anw secondly! I saw __ and even talked to her! :DD! Couldn't stop smiling to myself. =/ Nevermind :D! But didn't see Miso the whole day. Oww.

All good things must happen together la. HAHAHA. I'm so happy today! Whee!

2008-03-29T19:10:00.002+08:00

Wa sian. I feel so discouraged :(. Nevermind. I hope things will get better. Self-centred people, individualistic etc. Oh well. And I guess, comparisons are inevitable. Sighhhhhh.

Well, I was just kinda sick the past few days. Like, sore throat and runny nose. The nose was runny to the extent it was almost running away already. I managed to hold it back :D And it just had to clear up during PE. Okay at least due to unforseen circumstances, we didn't run. But still, PE sucked yesterday.

So, being a sick kid, I decided to sleep early last night. I planned to sleep at 8.30 but I only went to bathe at 8.30. LOL. So I went to sleep at 10.30 instead.

Sports Carnival was even more :(! 0828 kena thrash in (almost) everything. LOL. Oh well. It's such an irony that with so many of us in sports CCAs, we can lose so badly. During house cheering, I bet most Ares OGLs wanted so much to be part of Dragon and cheer heartily with the cheers we painstakingly came up with. Another irony, that so many Ares OGLs ended up in Pegasus. LOL.

Anw, went for an early dinner to celebrate pad's birthday yesterday. Early in the sense that her birthday is tomorrow and that we had it at 4+pm.

I still feel sick la. :'(. I think I'm just heaty.

2008-03-25T18:07:00.003+08:00

I clean forgot about the Physics test yesterday, until the morning itself, a few hours before the test. It was manageable except that I made lotsa careless mistakes.

Like how I actually missed out on the fact that one of the values was in cm and the other in mm. I was happily doing that question, until I thought I got my answer. To my HORROR, when I wanted to fill in the unit, I thought I got THE(yes, "THE", not "a") shock of my life. Unluckily, at that point of time, a "TIME'S UP" somehow reverberated through LT4. Damn.

Okay, that was only one of the many examples. GAWD. I don't wanna fail my first test. I keep having morningmares/afternoonmares(I derived the words from "nightmare") that I would fail. Sighhhhh.

On a slightly happier note, I learnt something from GP today(no, I didn't mean a new word to add to my vocabulary bank). If my memory doesn't fail me, TKS did impart her "knowledge" to me, albeit ineffectively. Oh well.

Oh and guess what! I ran 5 rounds, 12min38s. Whee! In case you do not know, that is like an achievement to me alright. I'm just damn fascinated by it. LOL. Oh and last week, it was 9min56s for 4 rounds. Today it was 9.25 luh. Yes, I know the 5th round damn slow. So I will do betta nxt time round!

2008-03-24T00:01:00.004+08:00

RAWR. I'm not exactly in the best of moods, after Liverpool lost 3-0 to Man U. Sigh. Okay la, just a little down. That's all. :(

I don't know why I'm here, because I have to complete a GP essay and 1 more question of the binomial tutorial. Umm, apparently, I don't feel like completing them. At least for now. I think the loss to Man U really spoilt my mood. LOL. (Chey, excuses la!)

Took me long enough but I just realised that what made India so fun was the company. Haha. Yepp. Great companions! The ever-entertaining Fahmy, all time joker Sadiq, almost-always-bullied Janice, Fadhil and Orga. Haha. Not forgetting Warrant Mathi and the ______(Sorry, confidential word. Inside joke maybe :D) CPT John and Ma'am Christabel.

I've decided, last minute work=bestest quality work. At least for me. LOL. Shall churn out a piece of damn good essay tmr morning itself okay.

I realised that I have been napping incessantly and that resulted in late nights, which then resulted in groggy mornings which can stretch to a whole day. I then feel like napping and it becomes a vicious cycle, just like the poverty cycle. Oh well. In this case, I'm not poor okay. On the contrary, I'm rich luh! Like, rich in sleep :D

Actually, having talked to C-O(NOTE: C-O doesn't refer to Commanding Officer, it refers to something else) after such a long time, I don't feel so down. HEH! And I shall listen to C-O, I shall go sleep early!

I think this post super random, like no link between/among the paragraphs. Haha! Never mind.

2008-03-21T18:07:00.003+08:00

Uhhhh. I don't know. Okay, Forget it.

Training yesterday, no comments. Zzz. Last part was fun, because Louisa and I joined in for drills. Haha. So cool. So long nv do drills already.

And it was nice of Clara to have got me something from USA.

Anw, I slpt at 11+ last night and woke up at 12+ today. How wonderful. I just nua at home till now? Watched scary movie and nua somemore. GAWD. And then right, I wanted to go jogging (cos i was snacking the whole day). BUT my lazy bones refused to get out of the house. Zzz.

So guilty la. Firstly, for not having done any tutorial/studying at all and secondly, for snacking so much. RAWR.

Okay, plan A failed, I shall proceed with plan B. Plan A was to do Phy today, Math tmr and Econs on Sunday. I guess, it will be Phy and Math tmr, Econs on Sunday. Pray hard. Otherwise, Plan C can't save me also. Zzz.

2008-03-20T01:18:00.002+08:00

YAY. This totally calls for a celebration can. I HAVE GROWN TALLER! YESSSSSSS!

In case you are wondering why I'm up so late, poor me here is just trying my very best to finish up my binomial tutorial. :( It's a well known fact that my Math sucks. Lol. And hence, I'm trying my very best.

Aiya. Actually right, school ended at 11 today. Right after PE. Then we went to AMK to eat etc. I didn't change out of the stinky PE shirt, cos I was lazy to. So I used deodorant to musk the odour. LOL. Uhhh, I came home and napped from 2.30 to 7.30 or so. Smelly. Dirty. Disgusting LUH.

Anw, I have been going around "showing off" this bumblebee toy thingy that YingChen bought for us from Thailand. And she, her giraffe-cum-horse. LOL. So cool la.

AND AND AND. I bought this bus pencil case today. Got wheels okay. It's the clockwork kind la. Meaning, there is that something to pull. Then the pencilcase will move! So cool la! YAY.

Just wanna emphasise on the fact that I, Oh Wei Ru Jocelyn, have grown taller officially as of today, 19th March 2008. (Actually yesterday) WHEE!

2008-03-17T17:16:00.003+08:00

School/Monday blues! :( My Econs tutor, Mr Kenneth, actually wore blue too. I don't know if it was a coincidence or what. HAHA. Alright, I'm not that affected by the school/Monday blues luh. Because, my Monday went rather great!

Saturday! Damn highhhhhhh uhhhhhhhh! Went to Ying Chen's house for Ares OGLs BBQ! Whee! Okay, I decided not to post the pics because, for some reason or another, I can't wait to get back to doing my tutorials. =/

Oh I forgot to mention, I finished one tutorial! Like, a few minuts ago? So darn proud of myself. :) Well done, Jocelyn! Give yourself a pat on your back. HAHA.

Okay anw, we left at ard 11+. My dad came to drive me home! LOL. Uhh, since it was rather late, my dad drove Adelene all the way back to Yishun and Shinna to AMK. Cool or what huh. I reached home at 12+. Haha.

So as expected, I went to organ lesson at 9.30 the next morning, drowsy, groggy and gong-gong. LOL. Tried my best to keep awake and think of something to fill in for my arrangement. RAWR. I did only like 2 bars in 15min? DOUBLE RAWR.

And then, I didn't wanna go to Esplanade(it was Shoban's birthday btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!). However, SHOBAN sounded so disappointed. HAHA. So guess what! I went there, in my OBS shirt, lime green FBTs and slippers. GAWD. Totally out of place.

Okay, so Cheryl, Riley and XuanKai were there already(cos I was kinda very late?). Furthermore, I made Shoban wait for me at City Hall MRT. HAHA. Wa XK's acting so good uhhhhh. Got Shoban and I tricked. LOL. Cake, Riley somehow chased Shoban around the roof terrace and uhhh, ran near a couple about to kiss. Of course they quickly pulled away! SEE LA. Play play play. Tsk tsk tsk.

Bla bla la. The others ate while Clraice(who came later) and I stoned, at LJS. Cause, the trip to Esplanade was impromptu so I told my Mum that I would be back for lunch. LOL. Alright. I came home, ate and fell asleep.

When I woke up, my Mum said they were going to the Food Fair at Suntec. -.-". Nothing much la.

This morning! Breakfast with Ares OGLs at Macs. Nice breakfast! LOL. Then there was a sudden morning assembly, when there wasn't supposed to be any. RETARDED YING CHEN panicked when I said my friend told me got morning assembly and chiong-ed back. HAHA. The rest just sauntered back.

Oh! And thanks a gazillion to YC for the great BBQ at her place on Sat and for my BUMBLEEBEE toy! Whee!

I think my timetable rocks! If you look carefully enough, I end at 11 on Monday for timetable B. COOLIO CAN!

Okay, I'm going jogging like now, BECAUSE I ATE A BIG PLATE OF FRIES. And after that, I'm gonna continue my tutorials! :D (Shit, doing tutorials get me high now. Sounds damn wrong?)

2008-03-14T12:55:00.005+08:00

Back from ADC! I dare say, it was my best course ever as a c/offr. And of course, it was the first time I wore my new rank. :D Awesome!

Koped the pic from RSM's blog.
Trainers 08

I can't resist the urge to post the trainers 07 pic also luh. Haha.

So okay, anw, maybe it was due to the higher standard that this batch of ppl have(due to the fact that they were mostly SMs or award winners?), I was more lax with them. The rapport was awesome too! Overall, I was damn satisfied with myself, with them, and with everything else(almost)!

It was damn unprofessional of us(me, Sheng Quan, Benedict and Haiqal), though, to keep discussing in front of them and all that. But, we apologised to them for the unprofessionalism etc., and apology accepted! :D

And, we weren't really sure about the drills sometimes, which led to confusion actually. But they are really great I must say! So forgiving. I really must apologise again if I taught any wrong thing(but I doubt any of them will ever find their way here though lol).

4 fulfilling days. Absolutely wonderful. Before the camp on sunday, I was still dreading going. Somehow, luh. I think it's because I was a sect comm and that my knowledge on advanced drills, such as sword drill etc. was almost zero. So imagine the shock I got on Sunday night when I somehow became PC. Worse. LOL.

I'm just glad that they all made new friends and enjoyed their 4 days. Though the rain derailed a lot of plans, our spirits were not dampened! I guess they will all rmb me for my 2 trademark jokes, which they combined. Heh.

Alright, to keep this short, I'll summarise what I wanna write with one word: happy. (:

Alright, to all Bravo1 ppl(that is if any of u do see this), thanks for making this my best course ever and for being so ever forgiving!

Let's do this one more time.
"Hit it!"
"Think straight, we are ahead! Up chest, we are the best! Neh mind/never see!"

2008-03-08T18:42:00.009+08:00

The song is "Friends".

Level camp ended almost the same way as on Sunday. It's like, I learnt that I can become a spoilt water tap. Haha. Can't turn it off.

Okay that aside, it was really very heartening to see that even with 6 ppl, we decided to challenge ourselves to go through the time tunnel. Though we did not manage to get anyone over, I was damn proud of them. I was damn proud of myself. Through that, I knew, yes, whatever I had done, had been doing, it worked!

When "Friends" came on, I knew that it would turn on the water tap. It's like my tear glands just couldn't hold the tears in. I knew that I had gone 100% and that it was appreciated, it worked!

It felt great and comforting to have (buddy) Yaoxian's hug and I just couldn't stop tearing. It didn't dawn on me that this guy, Lye, had stirred up all these emotions, until he himself said so. He then proceeded on to have something special for the student facils, something really special.

We were told to stand in the middle of the circle of the CT and close our eyes as he played "The Extra Mile". Y'know, this song had always been special to me. Ever since that day, 24th May. But this time, it was different. One by one, the 7 of them(one came back later) went to the centre and whispered their acknowledgements in our ears. Throughout the song, I stood shoulder to shoulder with YX.

I could feel the acknowledgements come from the bottom of their hearts, and I just stood there, appreciating the company of my buddy and the 7 CT members. At the end of the song, we opened our eyes and were presented with a stalk of rose each. That fear of vulnerability was gone.

After that, I felt kinda like a robot. Cause, this moment I was feeling sad, the next, I was so high, cause it was the last part of O2! And, initially I couldn't get high, after such a teary scene. But guess what! Ares(the sucessor of Athena) won BEST OLYMPIAN! The initial disappointment of not winning the cheer comp was gone! In its place, the joy of seeing our hard work pay off.

After that, it was of course, disco night! Ended with a big bang with 1.4 speed of mass dance. Haha. Great, great. My voice is damn hoarse from all the shouting. Try shouting for 4 consecutive days. Haha.

Life is such a roller coaster. (:

Pics pics!
The Ares flags. Our flags are special in the sense that all 9 of them form out big picture. (:

Shuashua(his name is Joshua but we all call him shua shua!) has nice froggy legs. Oh and btw, that's my CT flag! As in, the CT under my charge.

Twin and I after Disco night! (That's why the hair is wet. Lol)

Ares OGLs/CTLs, the ones who made it happen :D

Camwhoring on the way to PS.

Stupid Junyi took this pic and I wasn't aware of it. RAWR! I look so fierce. HAHAHA!

Group pic! The second Ares OGL/CTL dinner, 6 turned up again. Haha.

That's it!

2008-03-06T19:29:00.003+08:00

Hello! It's been a long time I know. So many things happened within the space of almost one week. Well, there was the sec one welcome party at pasir ris park, level camp facil workshop over the weekends(I was burnt out alr), followed by training on monday, O2 on tue and wed and finally, level camp today and tmr.

Y'know, I was just so friggin tired, the only thing on my mind when I got home was to bathe and sleep. I didn't even care if my hair is dry or not. This led to PONG PONG hair and everyone took the chance to have a good laugh about it. RAWR. Lol.

And, I broke records la. Firstly, for three consecutive nights, I slept no later than 10.30. COOL OR WHAT! Secondly, I think it's been one week since I came online. Coolio! Absolutely wonderful!

Wa, there are too many things to talk about. I duno where/how to start! So, I decided not to start at all. LOL. Let's just say, the facil workshop had a great impact on me. O2 was damn high, I lost my voice. Level camp today, it's just another new experience and discovery process for me. What a wonderful week! And I really meant that. No sarcasm intended.

Level camp day 2 tmr. Facils jiayou okay(it was such an emotional day for all the facils)!

CIP on saturday. Whee. Then sending my younger bro off to airport. He is going to India. Haha like so -.-". I have a feeling my older bro will be the next to go India. LOL.

And then, I'm like booking in Sunday night. -.-"

Mr Rest! Where are you?! I need a rest!

2008-02-29T16:16:00.002+08:00

Today is such a special day, that I feel that I should just post something, even if it's random. LOL. Why! It's like, once every four years? How not special can it be? LOL. Let's write some meaningful things, luh.

Okay uhhh. Started lessons with 0828 today. Well, off to a great start! Except that, in many ways, they are kinda similar to 0736. Haha. But it's okay!

Anw, for the first time in duno how many years/months/days, I felt guilty bitching. Like, I felt bad, lor! Okay, we were just talking abt this person, lets call him/her "X". (Note, I dun wanna specify the gender, cos as mentioned earlier on, I feel bad! So the last thing I would do is to publicly flame him/her on my blog.) Eh, "X" is too common. Let's change it to "Y" instead.

Okay, we were talking about how irritating his/her antics etc. are, and how exaggerated they are. Throw in absurd and ridiculous comments too. LOL. Then I felt a pang of guilt. =/ Yea. Whatever, lor. Haha. Maybe it's cause today is special, 29 Feb! Wow, it's the last day of Feb already anw.

I feel so motivated to do my tutorials all of a sudden!

Yay, I managed to fill up this post with anything but crap. Oh btw, somehow, qx reminds me of my C-O. Haha. Weird.

2008-02-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

Okay, my bro was so happy with the wallet I got for his birthday that he went showing off to my mum. LOL.

Anw, today was so @#%$^@#$)!@. I thought I could wake up later, cos it's the PW fest. Repeat students need not go to college. Awesome. Or so I thought. However, at 9.30am, this unit 2 storeys above mine started to have drilling, hammering etc. sounds. WHICH WOKE ME UP. RAWR! I COULDN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP. AND THE STUPID NOISE PUT ME OFF STUDYING. HOW CAN!

See luh, on one of those rare days when I wanna study/do tutorial, something unexpected happens. Tsk tsk. Actually, I duno if I'm just using this as an excuse NOT to study/do tutorials. LOL.

SIGH. On Monday, I kena serious injuries!

1. I kena hit in the face by a ball. I just so happened to be standing in front of Araxes, back facing her. I duno why I turned and suay suay, the ball hit me. -.-" And suay suay, I forgot to change to contacts. Meaning, I was wearing specs. RAWR!

2. I don't usually wear shin guard for training. SUAY SUAY (again), Glenda stud-ed me in my shin. As in, her boot studs met my shin. Fabulous! I kena blue black there. -.-"

SIAN. There's only maths tmr. Nvm. O2 is coming! Oh, btw, I'm in 0828. Though I would rather much prefer to be in 0836. Uhh, I was in 36 ma. Haha. OH AND, I'm Doreen's, Selena's and Yingying's OGL/CTL. Great. That makes me so damn self conscious of myself luh. RAWR!

2008-02-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

Super disappointing. No comments. I think I was so sick and tired of them that on Friday, I just kinda sian-ed there. I guess I was exhausted luh. So demoralising. Double sighh. The best thing was, when i was talking, so many weren't listening. Triple sigh!

On a happier note, OGL workshop was fun! Had match against the J3s in the morning, lost 3-1 but it's okay. Haha.

Then went for the afternoon games etc. Wet games! So fun! Almost everyone didn't have fresh underwear! LOL. All walking ard with wet/damp underwear seh. Stupid Apollo and Artemis. So jian! Esp Apollo! GAH. Dancing was so HIGH la. The OGLs like the uh dance a lot. LOL.

OH OH! I had another happy meal for lunch. AND, I got another pokeball! WHEE!

Anw, after the workshop, 6 of us went to eat! Chomp chomp!

Tried to do the jump pic, suceeded after i duno how many tries. Haha! Nicest pic!

Yet another pic with my fav specs!

Ares! With our signature pose. :D

Okay, I need my beauty sleep. TTFN!

P/S: MISO! It really wasn't me! Hmpf! I'm so NOT bimbotic. LOL! Must clear my name!

2008-02-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

Okay, this is just a DAMN RANDOM THOUGHT. I don't know why, but it just occured to me. The perfect way to describe Fazel is: her weight is inversely proportional to her intelligence. In other words, she will become smarter when she is thinner. And that being currently still as fat as ever, I guess her brain(which I suppose is inversely proportional to her weight too) is pea-sized too. LOL. I really don't know why, this thought just occured to me!

Anw, we got our Annual today! Omgggg, it's so damn nice. Like, much cooler than AMK's. I can't remember how much we paid for it anw. AND, I spotted this kinda unglam pic of me, with my mouth wide open. LOL. And the time when I took the class photo, my hair was damn long and horrendously out of shape. *$!)@%&!$^!@ And right, there are so many of Grandpa Ba Zhang's pics inside. Gawd. Especially the one on the "ASPIRE" that page.

My fifth book of the year finishing soon. I'm like 3/4 done already. Haha. Gosh. I think I might just turn into a book fanatic or something. AND NEGLECT MY TUTORIALS. No la, JK. LOL. But this is damn touching la! It's "Flowers for Algernon" by the way. I just can't tear myself away from the book when I start reading(again).

I feel the sudden urge to pang sai!

2008-02-20T19:20:00.004+08:00

O2 was so high! I meant myself. Haha. I think if there were a high-o-meter, I would have exceeded the 100% mark. Don't know why, I was just high!

As expected, the OGMs were low, kinda like inversely proportional to my high-ness. And, I made them do something damn L-A-M-E la! Like uhhh, to get them high, I got them to jump as high as they could. Wow. How many crows died flying past I wonder. LOL.

And I got to know of the most ridiculous of things today. Gawd. Screw BD(that stands for B_ _ M D _ _ _ _ _ _ E. Actually, it's an inside joke) la. Okay, at least I got even higher somehow. Damn highhhhhhhhhh!

Oh oh! And I watched Step Up 2 at home yesterday. Like uhhh, even before it's out in cinemas in S'pore la. Pro okay.

A, Athena, A A Athena! And an A and a T and a... Oh nevermind. Heh.

Training after that, I must admit, it feels kinda different. Without some ppl, though Rachel came back to join us for training! So did Michelle. Argh. Everyone, pray for Michelle okay, hope that her appeal is sucessful! Trainings without her would be less fun! Sigh. Didn't know they had made such a great impact on my life. Haha. Okay, that sounds damn exaggerated, luh.

Liverpool won Inter 2-0! Pretty, I must say! YAY!

2008-02-17T13:10:00.003+08:00

I've been taking long breaks in between posts. Haha! Well, Fri went HQ for forum. Cab fare was cheaper. Furthermore, it was divided among 4 people lor! I didn't stay for cohesion night though. AND AND AND! I got my rank and promotion! After waiting for 2 whole months. WHEE!

The number3 rank looks cute, literally. Ugly but adorable. REALLY! See for yourself, luh.

Haha but I really felt the sense of achievement when the rank came into contact with me! Heh.

Yesterday! OGL Workshop. Finally learnt the 30th dance. So high yesterday! Went YongJin's house after that. I made a 100% profit! TC=$6. TR=$12. Haha. MR=$6=100%!

He drove some of us home. Haha. I think it's cool to be able to drive lor. I wanna learn to drive soon! Like uhh, real soon.

Couldn't wake up this morning for organ, luh. Wanted to go for 12.30 lesson but I was 50% groggy, 50% awake. Hate this kinda feeling. Ergh! So i heaved myself out of bed and went for organ. -.-" Cabbed there, $4.20. Haha. That's $1.20 of my profits from the previous night left. Best thing was, I was struggling to keep myself awake. -.-". Anw, Only did pieces and arrangement today.

Okay, tata ppl! I'm off... to somewhere!

2008-02-14T16:18:00.007+08:00

It's been a long time, ppl! Haha. Okay anw, happy valentines day!

Been a little lazy to update la. Heh. So high! Angel(s) and mortal(s) so high can. Whee!

And and! I saw Mr Swarna at my house the bus stop just now. So cool!

And and and! Yesterday was ren ri right? Happy belated ren ri too! Had a helluva time at training talking abt it. Heh.

Wa I received like so many gifts today. If never return the gesture den paiseh leh! So guess what! This is the most thoughtful V day(on my part la)! I actually put in effort to do something nice. See, I'm nice okay. Yay.

February is a damn scary month. Because, my TWO brothers celebrate their birthdays. Then there is V day. Followed by another string of birthdays by Feb babies. Woah! Next time I should really start saving in January.

Okay, off to do my return gifts. Yay!

BTW,

You think it's just a bunch of tao geis? Look properly please! GAWD! IT'S ONE BAR. ONE BAR! Totally crazy.

I think I need some kinda motivation to motivate me to start on my tutorials real soon. Like now la. LOL. LALALA. How about uhhh, complete one tutorial, lose 1KG? HAHA. By the end of like 3 tutorials I'm of normal weight again ^^. Then after that I can start shrinking or something and look like some shrivelled up thingy. LMAO. Okay I'm feeling damn bored, luh. That's why all these crap they are coming from me AGAIN.

Lame Jocelyn doesn't stop yakking and laming and crapping, otherwise she will be out of job. Heh.

2008-02-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

CNY has been errr okok so far I guess. Haha. Chu Yi was spent visiting maternal side. Chu Er half maternal half paternal. Haha! Spent today at paternal's again.

Anw, Chu Yi, had steamboat after steamboat. Gawd. Sick of it now.

Chu Er, I ate my first new year goodie. :( sad life I have here. Okay, not really. It's because PE dept said about 6 pineapple tarts equate to 3 rounds around the track. WHAT! LOL.

Okay, till now, I have only eaten like errrrrr 2 pineapple tarts, a few pieces of bak kwas and miscellaneous stuff. I think I needa run a marathon to get rid of the weight I put on this festive season. Zzz.

Chu San, went to aunt's house cause its my niece's one month! Baby boom eh that family. 4 babies in as many years. Or is it 3 years? Whatever it is, the babies are cute! :DD

His hair is damn cool okay! BTW, his name is Edison!

And yes, he knows how to play mahjong. Well, almost. He knows how to place the tiles etc, but doesn't know how to count all that la. He folded down his tiles and shouted "zi mo!" also lor. SO CUTE CAN. Aiya, his whole family always gambles. LOL. Like errr, including him, it's like 3 generations. LOL.

Another cousing! SO CUTE too. Eh, can't remember her English name, but chinese name is En Xuan. A befitting name. Heh.

Sigh. I think I sound like a paedophile here. Haha. Who cares. They might have replaced my C-O? LOL. Oops. I'm fickle as UNCLE CLEMENT puts it.

2008-02-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY ppl! 1hr+ late though. Nevertheless, it's the thought that counts, right!

Okay anw, ytd was so errr. I went all the way to Jurong East to collect my phone. All seems well with it now. Hopefully, it stays this way. Haha. Then i took 105 all the way back to ny. Suay suay-ly, Sequeira saw me and asked why i didnt go for his hist lect. Oops. LOL.

Waited for Yongjin a while with yuhan then realised that I have not collected my pants from AMK hub as planned(by myself). Chiong there and yay. YJ picked me and yy up from amk there. Woah! Second time I sit in a car driven by a friend. The first time was Jon's. All went well, except the last part. HAHA! Shan't mention it. Okay, I must say, YJ drives pretty well. I mean for someone who got his license just recently.

Ate zhi char with some 0736 ppl. Ergh. Food wasn't tt nice, service was bad. They mixed up all the orders etc. But it's okay la. I'm easily pleased. Haha!

Oh oh! Let's post a pic.

07S15 dinner at bugis. Well, only these few ppl turned up. We had fun nonetheless! Retard was as retarded as usual. Sigh(for her).

Didn't take pic ytd though. Okay, btw I pon-ed school today. Stayed home and read my book. Finally finished it. -.-" Afrer almost 3 weeks alr. LOLOL. It's time to tackle my next book, Fame Fatale. Due date is 11Feb. I can bring it along when i go new year visiting? Hmm... Sounds and looks wrong la. =/

Oh and and and! I changed blog song again. Lyrics are damn nice. (:

2008-02-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

OMG. My dad sent the phone back again. -.-" I might have to go through CNY without my beloved SE phone and spend it with a nokia? Eeww. LOL. No more tower bloxx to spend my time with/on. Sigh.

Okay anw, we played floorball for PE today! Whee. I didn't feel like perspiring so I anyhow anyhow. HAHA. Dang. I needa go into extreme jian fei mode soon.

Oh and I brought my toot specs to school today. HEHE. Went ard showing off. Rmb? Toot is the new cool! Yea so I wore contacts too!
Okay anw, kope-d this from Elyssa's blog. HAHA! My specs ma. I'm the trendsetter okay. ^^

Yay. I finally did tutorials today. Though it's only a bit. Still, a marked improvement. Congrats Jocelyn!

2008-02-03T20:01:00.000+08:00

Went new year shopping! Bought a FEW things. More food to come. Yum yum! I think I can start having nightmares of fats/cholesterol/etc. chasing after me alr. =/

Okay, I bought this pair of geeky specs from daiso ytd. $2. I look fabulous! Whoo! LMAO.

Toot is the new cool!

EDIT!
I just think this pic looks kinda cool. Haha.

Was feeling kinda bored during phy prac. Try to beat my record reaction time of 11ms!

Yay. It's 12.11 alr. I think I shld go to bed!

2008-02-02T19:43:00.001+08:00

Met up with some of 07S15(my PAE class) last night. LOL! To think that after almost a year, the popular topic is still Genevieve(bubbles). LMAO. Okok, due to retard's craving for hawker food, we settled for hawker food. Bla bla la. LOL.

Match this morning. I didn't play. Haha! Heng ah. Didn't feel match-ready anw. But we had a great match! Went to PS for lunch after that. LOL. Daiso. I bought this nerd specs! $2 only. Heh! So cool okay. Was laughing so hard and all that, my abdomen area kinda hurt.

Okay, collected my contacts after that. Yay, after procrastinating for more than 1 mth+, it's finally done. Just in time for CNY too. Great timing!

I aim to finish up Binomial, errors&uncertainties, scalars&vectors and unit&quantities or sth like tt. LOL. Tutorials la. Yay. (I doubt that will happen though).

2008-01-31T18:45:00.000+08:00

Yay! I just came back from a 3km jog. 20min! Feel so shiok! I kinda like the feeling of perspiring. At least I know I did some serious workout, right! And, I dun feel as fat as half an hour ago. I guess it's just psychological. =/

I pon-ed GP and hist lect today. GASP! Rmb what I mentioned in the previous post? That if I skip hist lesson it's gonna be damn obvious. LOL...

Oh yea, went jack's place for lunch today. See! I just burnt off the fats/calories/whatever from this afternoon. YAY! Elated. =DDD

Uhhh. I think I should get started on my tutorial. Haha!

2008-01-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

I think my attitude so far sucks la. ): I skipped lectures, a handful of seminars and dun bother to do my tutorial. Okay, not doing tutorial applies to physics and econs. At least I started on phy during phy lect today. And the teachers started patrolling the LT even before I got past the halfway mark. LOL. I Started on partial fractions for maths and there's just 4 qns left! Yet I'm lazy to go and complete it. -.-" So binomial undone. Hur.

Submission of 2 best research for GP tmr! Whee. It's undone too.

A very very positive point is that I'm like so actively participating in history seminars that I think Sequeira shld be proud of me, even for SEA seminars. Yay. I'm so guai for history. LOL. So now I think I'm like the most prominent student for history lessons. If I pon, it's damn obvious. -.-"

Match tmr. Sigh. I have skipped like... the last 3 trainings. I feel so damn guilty can! Ahh. Anw, I bought my shin guard alr! $15. The money was meant for my cube de ($10.90) Oh well. Opp costs. See? Haha.

Oh yea, some of my OG ppl are calling the 3 retainees in the OG Fu Lu Shou. LOLOL!

I'm so addicted to "stop and stare" by one republic!

2008-01-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGGGGG! I got back my SE phone! FRIGGIN HAPPY CAN. No more lousy Nokia phones. Haha okay, they aren't lousy la. Just not to my liking. I prefer SE! YAY! DAMN HIGH NOW! WHOOOOOOO!

2008-01-26T16:37:00.000+08:00

Did I mention I went to sleep at 5.45 A.M. on friday morning? Haha.

Hmm. I kinda cubed throughout training. Okay, at least I checked ks's PS file. Checked on progress of sec 1 welcome party. Checked on cleanliness of air room. Haha. I did my job. But sometimes, these just ain't enough. Sigh. More and more things piling up for me to do. I betta come up with an agenda for monday's India trip meeting. Zzz. Otherwise, it would end up with less than 50% of the work done.

Match this morning. Was kinda relieved that I didn't play first half. I mean, hey! I'm like short of match fitness okay. Furthermore, I haven't been going for training for one whole week alr. But I was sent on in the second half. Well, it's okay I guess. Haha. Left mid, right mid, last man. Wow.

I was just so tired, I came home, had lunch and slept. SHIOK OKAY. I'm pig-like I guess.

2008-01-25T03:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so proud of myself! I finished the India ppt. 59 slides! Yay. Though its almost 4am now. zZZ. Okay, great. I can't get to sleep! I shall continue with the AAR. -.-"

2008-01-24T19:00:00.001+08:00

OMG. LOL. I'm such a pig. I went to sleep at 11+ last night and I actually woke up only at 1 today. Cool.

AHH! I was bullied by MAJ Gary to do the CIP India AAR. All by myself! :( And I still have to rush out sth to present tmr. About India, to the sec 1s. Sigh. No sleep tonight. I guess I slpt too much anw. LOL.

I'm addicted to cubing!

2008-01-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

Day one without my walkman phone and day four without my red adidas bottle. :( My phone was sent for servicing/repair. Argh. I think I need to kope my bro's ipod. Lol. I have a makeshift bottle and a makeshift phone. The Nokia 6233 sucks! I can't message because I cant seem to change the message centre's number! Sigh.

Sequeira released us early agn. Haha!

I think that bu jian dan(BJD, not simple;complicated) ppl are so scary. LOL! Because I'm so jian dan(SJD, so simple)! In a world where the big fishes, namely the BJDs, eat the small fishes, the SJDs(citing the example during phy today), I cannot survive! LOL. Okay, I'm just feeling damn random!

I'm still considering whether I should go to the air show or not! If Ben gets the tix for us, then its $17. Plus my bottle, budget $20(omg $20 sounds scary all of a sudden) and my cube, $10.90. Sigh! That's almost one week of my allowance. Can money just drop from the sky and land on me? I don't mind even if it hits my head. LMAO!

Whee! I love reading! I guess being called a nerd can be taken as a compliment? ^^

2008-01-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

No news of my bottle. Sigh.

Anw, NLB brought some books to NYJC's library today. I was browsing through the books the way a kid would a candy shop. Lol. Somehow, I think that I have read more books this year than I have the previous 4 years combined. Hmmm.

Hey neinei! If you're reading this, cheer up okay!

Went jogging just now. Woah! Felt shiok.

I think I miss being part of the 30th.

2008-01-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

Wa. I feel so lazy to blog. Lol. Or maybe, I have too many things to do. Like, cubing and reading! LOL. Talking in econs terms, the utility I get from completing the cube for the first time all by myself is infinity units. Subsequent times are (infinity-1), (infinity-2) and so on. Yay!

Anw, wed after trng, went fish&co. Lol. All the fats/whatever I lost during trng gained back almost instantly! Sigh. And I slpt at an alarmingly early time: 10.30pm! So guai of me! ^^

Thur, left sch early to go for TF. Pon-ed 3 lectures. Oops. My first TF! Went back to AMKSS after that for sec one orientation campfire. Ended up talking with wenjia and all tt.

I left my bottle at the grandstand after trng ytd! Sigh. I went back at 9+, I couldnt find it. :( Okay, NVM. That gives me an excuse to get a new bottle.

2008-01-15T17:02:00.000+08:00

The packed Tuesday! And Sequeira is back in action agn. His lao3 mao2 bing4. LOL.

My younger brother so jian! He was happily showing off his goldstar cert and plaque to me. -.-" fine lor. Okay, I admit I'm damn jealous! Maybe I should consider taking it too. ^^ First! Train up my stamina. LOL.

My calves ached. Argh. But not as bad as I expected. I still rmb the first time i went for NCC training, my whole body just ached like nobody's business. LOL.

So anw, I thought I was smart to take the green 410 home. And I thought I was all prepared, with 8days and my "The Perfect Husband"(the storybook la). Yea, sure I was! Because the journey took about 45min.

There was a flood at Bishan St 21 there, just outside RJC. The bus was stuck there quite a while, with the bus driver contemplating whether to go or not to go. Apparently, on the other side of the road, a lorry was stuck, with the wheels under water. Woohoo! I didn't wanna whip out my hp to take a pic of it. It would make me look so sua gu.

And it turned out the guy sitting beside me was as smart as me. LOL. We got off at the same stop.

The white 410 would have taken me home in less than 5min. But it was raining damn heavily, thunderstorm! I would have to cross the road. The green one would allow me to be sheltered all the way. When the bus reached my house after the 45min or so, the rain had been reduced to a shower. -.-"

Anw, due to the sunday mid-day swim, I got my shoulder sunburnt. Without my knowledge. I began to suspect it cos my shoulder "cringed in pain" whenever I carried my bag on the right side. -.-" Oh well. Haha!

And there is training tmr. Jian fei jian fei!

2008-01-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

I did my history assignment! And I even won a pen from sequeira. Cool or what huh. That's why I say, once I open my golden mouth, I beat everyone else hands down. SEE! Point proven. ^^

Played frisbee for PE! Shiok. Ran 2 rounds around the track for warm up. I made new friends? Lol.

Soccer training today! I feel as if my calves are falling off alr. Zzz. Duno how many times we went up and down the stairs. =/ Now I have a phobia for stairs. HAHA.

Okay, I have to prepare a portable wheelchair. In case I wake up and my legs cant move. =/ Ache too much. LOL. And I learnt my lesson. I kinda strained my inner right thigh muscle while swimming ytd. Throw in the aching calves, I'm as good as lame already. Both literally and figuratively. Haha!

Alright. I shall start on my tutorials now. Sigh.

2008-01-13T20:27:00.001+08:00

OMG! I'm like supposed to find an interesting fact abt each Southeast Asian country. That's 10 interesting facts. Zzz. Obviously, being me, I'm procrastinating agn. Sigh. Someone pls help me get over this bad habit?

Okay, on a slightly happier note, I went swimming today. Got a little burnt though. Cant escape this fate right? Who doesn't get burnt going for a swim at 12noon without applying sublock? That's for my face only la. I got a nice tan for my arms and legs! ^^. Soccer tmr! More tan? Hehe. Jian fei jian fei!

Chung jiayu! U betta not put me and her tgt tmr. I dun want the flood of "____"s(fill in the blank) coming out of her mouth and all of u laughing! -.-"

2008-01-12T12:19:00.000+08:00

Thur was crap. Lol. Fahmy stood us up, Sadiq followed strictly to his Indian time(inside joke). Okay la, Fahmy said Safee messed up West office. Apology accepted. Lol. I wanted to buy my key chain rubiks cube from toysrus but its out of stock. Oh well. In the end, Fadhil, Sadiq, Janice and I went to BK to have a late lunch.

Friday was kinda crap too. In NY I mean. I went for phy and econs. Dismissed at 11. Lol. Lunched at subway with Doreen! Whee! Subway! You are much missed. =/

AMKSS after that, had a hard time pondering over my choices of staying or going back to NY for soccer. I stayed in the end, citing the rain as the reason. Oops. Lol. Fine, I just felt lazy to move my lazy feet/bum off.

The "D" word. Not death, demotion. I guess it has kinda hit u ppl hard. It's time to really reflect and ponder over what u said of yourselves. It's hard, yes. Tiding over this period of time will really make u much stronger. Much much stronger. With that, comes maturity of course. If hatred was what u ppl felt at tt point of time, I guess u just need more time then.

Enough said about that, we went to suki sushi after that. Louisa, Renjie, Shawn, Eric and I.

Yea, I ate that many plates. Alone!

Presenting to you, Louisa's creation!

2008-01-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

Omg so cool! I had happy meal ytd. That's why I'm happy! And I got a toy car. Vroooooooooooooom!

Okay it's kinda dumb la. I went to sch today for some admin talk, which turned out to be safety briefing and the evac plan. Sian! I had a long break. Fine, I chose not to go for the 2hr PE. =/ Haha. It's ok. I borrowed 2 books from the library.

Btw, I just wanna mention this. The J1s are DAMN KIASU lor. It's like, 10min before the lect starts, they start streaming into LT4 alr? So by abt 3min or so before lect starts, 99% of the seats are filled alr? LOLOL.

Pon-ed reading prog. Oops. Hid in the shower room for abt 15min? Then went to some void deck just outside sch. HAHA. Was reading my books la. It was raining damn heavily lor. Aiya, bla bla la.

CCA bazaar was not bad eh. Had quite a good response. Played 6-a-side after that for a short while. Damn. I perspired like hell. Didn't bring towel. Home! Whee! Back to my book!

2008-01-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

Woah! I went for my first soccer training today! The running part kinda tired me out. Like duh! I'm jocelyn. Lol. Bla bla la. I felt damn great! It's been a long time since I had such a strenuous workout! I thought I lost some weight la. Obviously, it remained the same right. If I lose 1KG every trng, by the end of the mth, I would have died of being too boney.

Anw, I went for my dental today too. I saw so many empty taxis, outside the HPB, outside outram mrt etc. Like woah. Even my hse here has no lack of them. Many ppl are avoiding taking taxi now eh?

Had GP and Maths lect today. A bit sian also la. But at least I learnt some things from the lectures. Haha. I had to skip hist to go for dental. And, I was late today! Sian. I left home at 8 okay. And I reached college at 9. How cool is that! I was damn angry la! With the bus. NVM. RAWR!

Okay, I wanna cut down on my comp usage. It's kinda doing me in? Yea. First step! Occupy myself with many things, even hw :(

2008-01-05T22:40:00.001+08:00

The workshop ended ytd. Well, I think Mr Lawrence looks and sounds like Daniel Ong. Lol. Ok anw, we got a cert. Sounds weird but yea.

The thing ended ard 12.30 or so. I went walking aimlessly ard amk hub looking for rubik's cube. Couldn't find it. Went Jubilee, couldn't find it also. Popular got those kinda laopok ones. Bleagh. Haha.

Went AMKSS and i made myself useful ok. Bla bla la. I wanna record down which trngs I went for, by blogging! So when I do my attendance and claims, just check archives can alr. Am I smart or what!

So today is the real thing. Orientation. Enrolment seemed okay. Many things happened la. Dun wanna talk abt it. Yea. Lunched at the overpriced coffeeshop opp amkss after the thing. It was raining damn heavily. So AMK hub cannot la. Walked across in the rain. I was damn wet! Felt damn cold afterwards.

Thanks Louisa for attempting to be my heater. Didn't really work. Haha. I took a nice nap, snugly cuddled up under my blanket! Yay. Shiok.

Anw, I think I was just emo-ing that day la. Felt kinda sad and all. It's okay alr! :)

2008-01-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

Sentosa was kinda fun man! Haha. While playing vball, I kinda injured my left thumb! Sian! It's still hurting now!

I'm taking 4 H2s for the PAE period. New policy of the college. Oh well. H2 hist=sucky timetable.

Lessons start trim and proper next mon. Sigh!

I heard the numerous rapturous applause from the AAR room from the 30th. Well done! Proud of you guys. Mr Lim must have praised you ppl.

After spending almost 2mths trying to distance myself from 30th, I think I seem to have plunged even deeper. It doesn't feel good actually. Neither here nor there. I hope to really pull myself out of this bottomless pit. It's just like clinging on to something that I have already lost. Knowing that it's not there already, it's just like a false hope for me.

Let it go, Jocelyn. You have to move on! Close this chapter of your life, get a grip on yourself!

2008-01-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

First day of sch! Well, it was okok. The repeat students were asked to report to AVA room. Turned out that we would have some kinda workshop conducted by Mr Thaddeus Lawrence, a former econs teacher in ny, up till Friday. Yea. Half-day days! He is one humorous guy. The workshop wasnt that boring but I was dozing off at one point of time.

Went to visit 30th. O1 seemed to be okok, but a bit not enthu and high. Haha. By day3, I'm sure they will all be damn high la. Got my o-pac! quite nice. I got a red towel this time! Watched them do the 30th dance and all tt, left at ard 3 with KK. AMK Macs. Haha. I ate sundae.

It's Sentosa tmr!

2008-01-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

I miss India! I dun wanna go to college tmr! I dun wanna see Fazel tmr!

Haha. It's the withdrawal symptoms acting up agn. Oh well. India was damn damn damn fun! I guess I just dun wanna go back to college. Sigh. Okay, face reality!

Homework madness coming back to haunt me. Tutorials, lectures, possibly the tutor(s) I dun really wanna see?

To the 30th, it's your(our) most major event tmr! Jiayou, make it the best ever!

2007-12-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

Just back from Xuan Kai's hse. Haha. Kinda lame actually. I spent more time on travelling than i spent there. Or was it the other way rd? I duno la.

I was just looking through the India pics ytd, and man do I miss India! Omg. Can't believe I'm saying this. Haha. So I decided to post some pics. All kope from Sadiq's photobucket. Not in any order. I'm lazy to change the order la. Haha. I think bottom up, sth like that.

Photo with the Indian NCC cadets.

Another one?

And we're at Kovalam!

Isn't it gross and disgusting and all? That's a pail of blood btw.

Our own plaque!

Promoting Mirinda!

Candid and cool. ^^

At the "opening ceremony".

We were on our way to another village. Recce for nxt year's team I think. The view was breathtaking!

I was trying to swing from the hanging root. Haha.

Group photo.

Isn't this cool?

This is the place where the 2005 batch were at.

There was this open space on top of one of the buildings at the orphanage where we were putting up at.

A pic with the kids at the village.

We look like the BOB. Lol.

At their theatre. I was dumb enough to think there was air-conditioning. LOL.

I like this pic! So cool. Haha.

Now we show our faces.

At the worksite.

That buffalo was urinating.

Take a closer look. Teeheehee.

We were at this plantation near our worksite.

And that's all. Happy new year ppl! Enjoy 2008. If I were to re-live year 2007, I guess I would have studied much harder and passed promos with flying colours! Yepp.

2007-12-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

Ho! My o.bro is in Thailand, my parents and y.bro going to M'sia tmr.(eh its today la. Cos it's past 12.) I'm gonna be home alone! (I actually wanted to add in a damn lame comment. Decided that I won't do that to further cement my position as a lamer. Haha!)

Omg. Some things are just so shocking.

2007-12-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

After my 4 days hiatus, I realised I haven't updated. So, I finally cut my hair! Nice and fuzzy agn. Except that... It's damn friggin short. ZZZ. Sch in about a week's time. Less than a week rather. Hopefully my hair can grow to a more normal length by then. Lol.

Didn't feel like going to Clarke Quay by the time training ended today. Rather, after that lengthy discussion. Felt lethargic and tired. Furthermore, it was 7+ alr! Organiser herself nv turn up also. A pathetic showing of 4. Oops. Haha. Sorry to beibei, weiling, alvin and gs!

Anw, I bought my boots ytd. Soccer boots! Omg sounds kinda scary la. Like, the last time I played soccer was more than 3 yrs ago? I'm gonna settle for warming the bench. ^^. I paid for the boots myself though. ZZZ.

Anw anw, air dist AGM was okok. Haha. Heng wasn't asked to do presentation on CIP India. Dang. And that reminds me. Better get the one Warrant Mathi asked for done soon. Oh and a big THANK YOU to alpha wolf for whatever u have done for me! My bday card, my bday cake, the cert and the pic.

After that lengthy post, today's is rather short, right! Eh but then, that was to last 4 days ah. LOL!

BTW, yes, i got ur xmas card, retardddddd! Lol!

My bro left for Thailand last night. No, early this morning. Haha.

Some things are better left unsaid. (:

2007-12-24T13:57:00.000+08:00

Just back from Warrant Mathi's chalet. Basically, it was just Risk-Monopoly-Risk. Throw in gossiping, bbq and sleeping. Haha. Dead tired. I didn't sleep at all.

Long bus trip home. It's time to emo/reflect etc. Basically lotsa rubbish la. Lol.

Ahh. I'm kinda dreading school. It's back to college in about a week's time. The place which I haven't been to or even thought of for the past 1 month or so.

It hasn't been an easy year for me, though I had my fair share of ups and downs. It was just like a roller coaster ride for me; not smooth sailing all the time.

Dragging my ass out of bed early in the morning for the first 2 months of the year to some place far west was crazy for me. MI. My school. I didn't express an interest in the school(cos of the location).

It was kinda like a case of there-is-nowhere-else-for-me. I made it through those days! 07S15. Met ppl like retard etc. Really had a good time there. We pon school tgt, gossiped tgt, bullied(in a way) bubbles etc. Those carefree days, those were the days!

O level results released. Shed tears of joy. That was really the pinnacle of my life thus far. My greatest achievement too. Getting an eleven for my L1R5 was shocking enough. What contributed to that was even more shocking: my English and CH(SS/Hist) getting A1s. I was just dumbfounded, sat rooted to the ground and started crying helplessly. I couldn't contain my joy and shock at the same time. It was too much to handle. Everyone else thought I did badly. Haha.

Leaving MI was quite sad for me, when I had just settled down there comfortably. Another new environment. Another adjustment period. I quickly adapted to life there, with 4 AMKsians in my class and many more ard the sch.

Tgt with SF, we decided to go for council. The interview, council camp, campaigning period. Council camp was xiong, and all the more tough for me due to my elephant sized ego of being a CLT. Mr Lim is right. I need to learn humility. Campaigning period was damn fun. Walking around sch with my pineapple on my bag strap, in a prominent place too. Lol.

Preparing for our inves, the first major project of 30th. Didn't go all too well but we made it through. But alas, fate decrees that I'm not meant to be part of 30th after all. I guess I was in 30th on borrowed time. That's all.

I don't think going for a Spec Course one or two weeks before my mid years contributed to me flunking them terribly. Having flunked MYEs, it didn't set panic bells ringing. I overestimated myself, thinking that promos can easily make up for the lost percentages. And that was the wrong-est of the wrong-est mindset to have. Slacking around and not treating tutorials seriously continued.

The whole issue with LTC was more or less settled. I was lucky enough to be able to go for NCCDP too. NCCDP was fun! Laughing at Aisyah drop her court shoes while sedia-ing, making funny faces at Cindy etc, spending my time at 2 or 3 rehearsals.

I made the last push for Promos. Worked doubly hard. Somehow, I couldn't get to full speed. But still, I managed to scrape (sub) passes for most of my subjects. My hard work paid off! Or so I thought.

With a cruel twist of fate(which I shan't elaborate, having done so in earlier posts), I was retained. Damn. What happened to me? I wasted one whole year just like that. My whole world just came crashing down. I was devastated. That was the lowest point of my life.

I spent the nxt few weeks trying to put this unhappy past behind me. I tried to prepare and brace myself for a new year ahead. And I think I managed it quite well. :)

India trip... It opened my eyes up to many, many things. I really enjoyed myself there. It took my mind off my retention and all the what nots in Singapore. I pine for my specs though!

About a year ago, a syndicate of air CLTs to be graduated from their 52nd CLT course. Roughly a year later, another syndicate of air (and a little of west) CDOs graduated too. Time really flies eh.

It really has been a difficult year for me, to say the least. But you know what? With every failure, I bounce back even stronger! I think that I have matured a lot this year, though sometimes I still act like some 5year old kid. Haha.

Many, many things went through my mind during the near 1hr bus ride home.

I'm tired, it's time for a nap! ^^

2007-12-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

My 777th post! So cool!

I feel sleep deprived! A person(pig?) like me needs many many hours of sleep everyday. LOL.

I woke up at 8.15 this morning! Took my own sweet time. Made milo, started reading the newspaper. Like some old ah ma enjoying life after retirement. Uhhhh. Lol.

What a boring day I had. Went AMKSS with the intention to do something useful. Ended up mapling and playing pool. -.-"

Pepperlunch-ed! With some NCOs and Louisa. Their ex-PSs eh. It's a good thing I didn't smell too much like a product of pepperlunch after lunch.

Went back sch for more pool. At least, I did sth useful! We planned for nxt fri's trng. Exciting!

I left sch smelling like a victim of the barbeque this certain CCA was having in/outside the canteen. Like a product off tt grill okay. WTH WTH WTH! Stank like frog!

Dinner-ed. Not exactly. I only had bubbletea. Talk cock a bit etc. Bla bla.

Anw, I got some unexpected material for my FS(try deciphering that! rmb that person I hated so much, I made so many sarcastic and evil jokes abt her, I even dedicated 3 or 4 whole posts to her) story to continue.

I REFUSE(look its r-e-f-u-s-e, refuse) to acknowledge her goodwill, no matter how genuine it is. To me, nothing genuine comes out of her. Each and every part of her is damn fake. Her brain(wait does she even have one?), heart(its tar black i bet), words etc.

I don't usually bear grudges, but against her, I know it will take quite a while for my hatred to subside. Or never ar all. She is the first person i ever hated wholeheartedly. Period.

Btw, George, this India NCC cadet just emailed me. Cool eh?

I'm gonna rear whales! Whale sized eyebags rather. Haha. My comfy bed beckons. Tata!

2007-12-20T14:53:00.000+08:00

Ugh. I just kinda made myself stuck in HQ ytd for nth. But it's okay. Haha. We were trying to finish up the article, edit and stuff rather. Viewed all the pics from India. Somehow, the pics made us all laugh our asses off. But when we were there, it certainly didn't feel so. Haha. Chose the suitable pics and tgt wth the newspaper article and the report, we finally submitted to IMC and left hq at ard 4. LOL. Like, from 10am to 4pm. Woah.

In between that, we finished up that tamil movie which we watched on long journeys to and fro the village. Pizza for lunch! The 3 officers' treat. Did it include mam's? Haha. Don't know.

Okay, so CIP India finally concluded. It was just like my reality away from reality. Really enjoyed myself there. And to think, two years ago, I thought the guy presenting abt the CIP India 2004 to us was crazy or sth to spend his time in India. Three years later, I'm crazy enough to go too. Lol. Hmm. We still needa do a presentation on it. -.-"

Bla bla, the UG bbq at west coast. Uhhh. Haha. Nth much. I was the oldest person there. Sian. Im only JUST 17! Less than a mth past 17! Not that old also right.

I'm kinda appalled by wat I heard anw. Something abt something. Lol. Not going into details.

Gossip Girl ep11 took me almost 150min to finish. When it's only less than an hr. Haha. I was multi tasking. A lot.

X'mas is almost here. Which means.. It's time to come up with my new year resolutions soon.

Ready to hit the books once again, Jocelyn?

2007-12-18T14:24:00.000+08:00

After kinda rotting in front of the comp since yesterday, I finally finished up Heroes Season 1. Lol. I feel so nua and lethargic la. The season ended with almost everything in suspense la. Sian. I wanna start on season 2. But, I needa start studying too.

I'm so damn reluctant. Ahhh.

Anw, finished editing the article for the India trip alr. Tomorrow!

Btw, thanks rach for the present! No present from India for u and sf, will get from Singapore soon. Lol.

2007-12-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

Damn. Liverpool lost to Man Utd. Again. Argh.

OH YA. My particulars were somehow made public to the 165 CDOs from 54th CLT Course. DAMNIT. My parade claims and attendance forms were used as samples. So, all the CDOs from 54th got a copy each. With my particulars there and everything. WTF. I'm pissed! ssssssssss. <-----------tt's random.

It still feels kinda weird. In India, I was really rid of wateva stress and worries that I have. Now, even though I'm just lazing and idling ard, I'm constantly reminded of wateva that needs reminding. Lol. I guess I need time to get used to it!

Okay, seems like I have a busy week ahead. But I got all my dates mixed up. -.-"

Happy organising your life, Jocelyn!

2007-12-15T08:58:00.000+08:00

Hi people! Hi civilisation! Hi world! Yours truly is back!

I'm still ever energetic after an overnight flight. Surprisingly. Haha!

Well, it's been a really fulfilling trip for me! Had great fun there too. What with the random supply of electricity and water. Lol. Well, at least I had a proper bathroom to bathe in, and the liberty of choice to bathe the conventional way(for us) or to get closer to nature even when bathing. Haha. The one week spent at the orphanage(our living quarters) and village was... totally new to me. Haha.

The well pumps, the (almost) primitive way with which they built the preschool. An eye opener indeed!

Okay, the NCC there is quite dua pai, and we got featured in almost all the newspapers? Be it in Tamil or English. Haha. I have a copy of the one in English.

The time spent at Hotel Breeze and Azhimala beach resort were marvelous. Except for the blaring horns which woke me up every morning at hotel breeze and that I lost my specs to the sea. It's $200 thrown into the sea. The waves were humongous! It/they stole my specs! :( And I left my MI orientation towel there. -.-" Okay, I guess that's nothing new to Jocelyn, leaving her "trail" here and there. Haha.

Before the trip i had pre-trip-syndrome. Now I have the post-trip-syndrome. Lol. I'm weird la.

2007-12-03T11:10:00.000+08:00

Flying off to India tonight! Argh. Haha. I'm just suffering from pre-trip-syndrome la. Sian. It's 11 long days mind you. That's 11x3 meals of curry! Oh no. Bags not packed completely yet. Stress already la.

I won't be back in time for 54th POP. I'm gonna be back on the 14th! Oh no!!! Lol. That's damn friggin long!

Aiya. I shld cut the crap and continue packing. Haha! Cya Earthlings+civilisation on 14th, 0535hrs! Till then!

2007-12-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I feel kinda lazy to blog about 54th. It's too tedious a process la. Haha.

After spending 6 days with them, I'm happy to know that they have progressed relatively well from first day to the 6th, which is today. But, there is still a lot of room for improvement. Keep going ppl!

Dining-in was almost fabulous. Haha. Except for the fact that my no2 jacket was damn big la. Looked kinda ugly and all. But the food was not bad and all la.

Did I mention that I'm in a way, very sick? Sore throat, cough. My voice sounded crow-like la. Walau. I think it's the aftereffects of the JABS(note: it's plural). Okay, I took 3 jabs all at the same time. 2 on my left arm, one on my right. It's totally crazy la. I got a bruised left arm. Because, one of the needle holes somehow blue-blacked itself. -.-"

And the best thing was, Aisyah managed to slap tt area. WOO! IT hurt like mad for the next 5 to 10min? Okay la, I'm forgiving. Haha.

I'm leaving for India on mon! And I haven't even start packing la! It's kinda scary and all. I'm not really prepared. Lol.

Okay, I'm really damn sick. I betta turn in early tonight. Otherwise I can forget about going to India, or risk ending up in some medical facilities place in India.

Gossip girl ep 9 is finally out! After a 2 wk wait.

Oh and enjoy China, Aisyah and Hazimah!

2007-11-28T19:50:00.000+08:00

Yahoo! It's my birthday tmr! And I'm spending it in camp. Haha. Fabulous birthday!

Anw, slacked my day through today. Okay, not really. I was the camera(wo)man! Walked ard taking pics of them. Haha. Nice. Sean and I kinda attached ourselves to S5, the West syndicate. Haha. Bla bla la.

Towards the end, this CDT from East felt a tightness in her chest. Asthma attack i tink. Duno la. Wa. Sent to medical centre. Well, she is okay alr. :)

Oh, I'm like wearing no2 on fri night. Haha. It's friggin no2 ok. When was the last time I wore a dress? Prom. Lol. That's like one year ago.

Aye. Kinda tiring to book in book out everyday. I duno why also. I miss the comp I guess. Haha.

2007-11-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'm like so tired. Nodded off a lot of times today. Like argh! Duno if the CDTs saw me anot. Slpt at 3+am last night after watching my fill of Heroes. Haha. So within the space of a few hrs, I managed to get to ep 11 from ep 7. Okay la, not bad.

Anw, it's kinda weird actually. Cos rite, some of them are my batch ppl. Them calling me "ma'am" is weird enough! Got one guy is one year older than me somemore la. -.-".

Hariz pangseh ah. Kena fever. I PC today, Sean APC. LOL. WE, or rather he, came up with this kinda cool thing. The syndicate came up with the grp name, _______(something rather cheeeeeeem). So right, whenever we say "Hey ______!, they have to reply "hey sexy!" to us! COOLIO!

Oh anw, last night for some reason, the sentry on duty was damn strict. Damnit. Checked our bags etc. I felt so bad for making my dad go home to get a hp without camera la. They made quite a big fuss abt it to the IMC. Ahh.

Aiya. Tired la dey. I decided not to stay in tonight despite the trouble of having to walk so damn far out cos i think that i needed to have a good night's sleep. Haha. Come home slp shiok!

Okay, bathe and slp!

2007-11-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

So, many people tried to get their blogs rated after seeing mine. Intrigued maybe? Haha. I'm not the only NC-17 after all!

Some nice pics.

The candlefire! Nice ambience that night.

As all of you can see, Adil seemed to be in the middle of all controversies. Lol. JK.

AMKsian showcase ytd. Pathetic turnout I would say. Ahh but then again, the man at the helm seems to be digging his own grave. I duno, since I'm not a student of the school.

After all the talking, I guess it's time to take action. Haha.

2007-11-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

This Page is Rated

NC-17

www.xiaoleng.blogspot.com

Woah. So cool! Haha. What sia! I tried it on a few other ppl's blogs. All churned out a "G". Damnit! LOL. MY content is rated NC-17?!

Anw, I went for my bro's ASLC POP. Nice parade. Haha.

Oh yea, after the right markers have marched in, and while the parade rsm was marching out, one of the right markers realised he was standing at the wrong place. And, he immediately shuffled to the correct place. LOL. Everyone was intrigued and all tt. Kinda poor thing actually. Xia suay at something so major.

I slpt at 10 last night! Coolio! How long has it been since I slpt so early! Haha. I slept for like 12hrs and woke up feeling nua nua agn.

AMKsian showcase tmr. Yawn. CLT course starts on mon. Double yawn.

SISPEC parade sq. Nice!

More pics tmr! Or some other day.

2007-11-22T19:31:00.001+08:00

I'm like so damn shagged. Okay, maybe I'm in no position to say that. LOL. After all, i managed to sneak naps in between. Not that I wanted to. But, the air room sofa is sleep inducing la. Haha. Shiok leh. And its warm at night. At least, warmer than the freezing temp outside.

Ahh. I see my cadets have all grown up, though not matured much. Haha. But still, I am proud of them. After I missed their posting camp last year(cos i was at clt course), its great that I'm able to make myself present for their camp as NCOs. I;m really happy, seeing the way they handle stuffs etc. Ahh. It's just the kinda pride of a PS which a non PS will never be able to understand. Haha.

CO night was quite a sucess. BBQ made the whole canteen reek of the bbq smell. Eww. Had it not been for the fact that I smelt like a product off that grill as well, I might not have bathed last night. HAHA.

Hmm and anw, things haven't really been going my way this year. Met with many setbacks and mishaps. Still, I emerged from these lessons stronger and more matured, in the way i handle things of course.

This particular incident, the clash with the "GWH". Yea. I was damn fucking pissed. Sometimes, we have no choice but to settle for humble pie. No matter how unfair it is, I have come to learn to accept it.

I think my feet feel a little claustrophobic from wearing combat boots for almost 90+ hrs, save for the nights when they get a little breather. And, the disgusting thing is that I wore the same pair of socks for 4 days. Ewwww.

And, the first french fry from Macs that I popped into my mouth this afternoon seemed to feel as if it was telling me, "welcome back to reality." Haha. One thing I like about camps etc. is that for those few days, I feel as if its stress free and all that. However, when camp ends, that comes crashing down. Haha. JK.

Didn't sleep for 2 nights. Woah. 4 days of camp shags me out. 54th next week. Non residential. I'm gonna make use of whatever parasitic blood in me to request my father drives me to hq every morning. Nyeheheh. Oops.

India! I have not gone for my jab(s) yet. Mum is gonna kill me and might not let me go! Arghh.

Tired tired. Gonna pig out! (Note, pig here refers to sleeping, lazing, idling or stoning)

2007-11-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

Im like blogging from the air room comp. Hello ppl! Lol. Its CO night tmr and its bollywood theme. So fun! Haha.

Well, so far, not good. Haha. Performance of the cadets very bad. Oh well, Hope it gets betta tmr!

Umm. Off to bathe! Finally, the staff toilet is available. Yay. Heater! Its a cold cold night.

2007-11-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

Busy days ahead! Ahh. Oh well. Somehow, I'm going to 54th. It's totally crazy la. I have no life! RAHH. Spending my bday in camp agn? Nah. Going to enjoy myself at night. Haha. Cos, well, I don't know why but its not residential.

Heroes is niceeeeeeee! But it's taking damn long to warm up. I finished ep4. Still feels like its warming up.

India beckons! I have to take THREE jabs. Coolio!

Camp tmr. And i have to go nee soon camp for shooting comp tmr. See, I'm nice. Because, apparently, both the shooting comp and clt course lack manpower.

Oh, I went jogging ytd and my thigh and calf muscles are sore. -.-". It sounds exaggerated but its true. I ended up jogging only about... 2km? LOLOL! Went out for some fresh air. Cos, the air smells nice after a heavy downpour. ^^

Bed time! I'm kinda exhausted as it is alr. Haha. Burn out. To all you exhausted ppl out there, burn out in process, high fye to you!

2007-11-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

Actually, I'm having second thoughts about going to India. Lol. It's 11 friggin days. But my form and everything is almost done. Aiya. Just go. Lol! It's just a very bad habit of mine, that I will start complaining about this and that before going for a camp etc. but then enjoy it in the end. Haha.

Hmm. I can write that in SGC too. Cos it's an OCIP. And it's great experience for me too, being away from civilisation. Eh, not really. Let's just say its backward. Lalala.

Btw, GG ep8 was out on wed night. Haha. Shiok ah. Blair's bday party. Woah. B and C? Cos it ended with them making out. Again(tt was how 7 ended, except that it was in the back of a limo. This is not. LOL).

And I wonder how I managed to finish up my previous 2 dinners. The one on Wed night was damn spicy la. And I thought that was legend enough (for me). Last night, along came another one: the black pepper deer meat rice at the stall opp amkss. WALAU. ULTIMATE la. Damn spicy.

And talking about that, I wonder again how I'm gonna survive in India too. 11x3 meals of curry? GAWD. Spicy enough to kill me. "Hello? Mr Indian Curry House!" LOL.

Camp from Monday to Thur. Rest one week and I'm flying off to India~! A bit hesitant. But still.. Haha. I'm gonna buy/borrow GGs(the book) and read on the plane! Lol.

India India India... Briefing tmr. Aiya. I shldnt have agreed hastily tt day, when Ms NURAISYAH called me. Lol. But I really think it's cool to go there and build houses etc. I'm trying to psycho myself to go. LOL!

Anw, I needa study. I realised, I forgot how to do vectors alr. Maybe with the exception of the mid point formula. =/ Bleagh.

Anw anw, training ytd was fun. Major reshuffle, bla bla.

Yay! I'm so random today!

2007-11-16T10:25:00.000+08:00

Okay so, apparently, I have been tagged by ben.

I have been tagged! (by small ben)

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: Lime green, red, orange, blue.
Favourite Food: I love almost everything that is edible.
Favourite Movie: The Ferryman (cos tt was the first M18 movie i wathched!)
Favourite Sport: Swimming.
Favourite Day: Friday!
Favourite Season: Spring.
Favourite Ice-cream: Phish food from ben&jerry's!

CURRENTS
Current Mood: A little groggy. Just woke up not long ago.
Current Clothes: AMK PE shirt and fbts!
Current Desktop: Stonehenge.
Current Time: 10.30am
Current Surroundings: Living room
Current Annoyance: Gossip girl eps are coming out once every week.(slow!)

FIRST
First Best Friend: Rachel!
First Crush: Some human.
First Movie: Some movie
First Lie: Some great lie. Hur hur.
First Music: Something.

LASTS
Last drink: Coffee
Last Car Ride: 2 days ago.
Last Crush: Another human.
Last Phone Call: Aisyah.
Last CD played: Jay Chou's yi ran fan te xi.

HAVE YOU EVER
Have you ever dated one of your good friends: Nah
Have you ever broken the law: No, unless gossiping is. :)
Have you ever been arrested: No.
Have you ever been on TV: No
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: No

Random 5 things you are good at:
Laming, ka jiao ppl, sleeping, being lazy and of course being random!

4 things you've done today:
responded to nature's call, brush teeth, wash face, on comp.

Things you can hear right now:
Myself typing away, the msn thing ringing away, Over You by Daughtry(Im listening to that)

5 people i want to tag:
A, B, C, D, E

2007-11-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

Woah. I just spent the whole afternoon watching Gossip Girl. As in, the 7 available episodes. Haha. Haikal says ep 8 will be up on thur. Hopefully. And, I think its a dman nice show which I would recommend to everyone! Lol. Okay, enough of that.

Im gonna start on Heroes, and of course, wait for the grand arrival of GG ep8 at the same time. Well, somehow, maybe English shows appeal more to me than Taiwanese ones. At least for now.

Oh Mr Lee just sent the India AI and application form today.

And hopefully, I can start studying soon. =/